My Little Black Book

sesi lompat bintang starts now!

2010-10-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

weee. weee *lompat bintang 44 kali*

finally, i've submitted my thesis.
all my hardworks *cough* are coming to an end. and i hope this really is the end of it.
i dont want to think abt it anymore. lets wait another 2-3 yrs to start talking abt studies again ok.

so yeah, collected the submission letter kt HEP office then went to finance office to settle thesis fees. luckily x payah bayar and again felt like doing some chicken dance rite there p agak2 la kn. mau kene halau pulak.
then rushed to dean's office tetapi smpai pkul 12:03 min. office closed at 12!! damn yewwww..

so had to wait for 3 freaking hours since its friday. lunch hour is longer.

called my kakis and only kiah is available. so pakse-ed her to accompany me for some coffee but midvalley is out of list coz definitely jem mcm gile. so to the sphere we went.
and had extreme mocha at san francissco. ok la. xdpt daun akar pn jadi (betul ke perumpamaan ni eh?). sebat je la.

then lepak2 at her lab and at 3pm, went to submit the thesis and blk umah.

starving!

so wht's my plan ye. i'm gonna finish my e-novel i've downloaded last nite. titled 'Eat. Pray. Love.'
yeah you heard the title rite. i know the movie has came out in cinemas yesterday but wait la till i found my mangsa to accompany me watching it.

okla. i wnt to pray and get some rest. so tired!
*smooches*

being independent is not a bad idea

2010-09-29T19:36:00.002+08:00

pheww. so today gonna be the last time i went to upm to settle the theses thingy. (fingers crossed)
went out as early as 10.30 and despite not knowing the jalan from upm-um. i managed to reached um at exactly 12 pm. satu prestasi yg sgt membanggakn. serious rse mcm nk buat lompat bintang lps jmpe federal highway tu.

since 'daddy' bgtau meeting time lambat, i had no choice but to wait for him for 2 hours. so in the meantime, went to buy a drink then isi mase dgn mbace buku etnobotani (i'm such a nerd!). then suddenly hujan turun mencurah2 at around 1.30 and sangatla takutnye if had to go back dlm hujan. my vision is not so good wht more the car's viper mcm ade problem. luckily dlm pukul 2 cmtu hujan berenti.

i was starving and by the time i reached home at 3:30 pm, i felt lightheaded dan dh hampir tketar2. penat and super lapar. seriously driving is fun but i dont think we can get along very well. pinggang sgt sakit mcm dh terbengkok tulang belakang ni. and tht was just sg buloh-upm-um-sg buloh. penat mcm nk gile!

nway, insyaAllah klo xde ape2, jmaat ni lst settle some stuff kt um then i'm free for another 2+months. so what should i do in the meantime ye?

ok kne start cari keje dgn bsungguh2 skrg.

i'm officially broke..

2010-09-28T18:31:00.003+08:00

yes people, today i declare tht i'm officially broke but i'm one happy lady!!
dont even know how to describe how happy i am.
suddenly feels like doing the chicken dance and lompat bintang. luckily stomach is so big so better not to do something useless and end up memalukn diri sndiri.

today i went to upm again and despite thumbdrive got virus and suddenly all files went missing i managed to print 5 set of theses, bind 3 copies and sent 2 copies of thesis to soft cover binding.
should finish by tomorrow.

i was surprised tht i still could remember the way to the shop. it was so easy and i even found a shortcut without having to go thru the perumahan site. tht made me double happy.

arrived at the shop, i tried to print the pics and luckily all come out well. so when i switched computer to print the rest of the theses, thumbdrive got infected by some viruses and all files went missing. clever me i didnt save a copy of the latest (more organised) folder in my laptop but all the files are scattered. so after bsusah payah a bit, i managed to finished everything. thts more important than anything else.

later went to another shop to have 2 copies to be soft cover-binded. and finished everything by 1-ish pm.
the whole process took about 1 and half hour. then i went straight home.
since i've known the jalan, i drove quite laju jst to get home. i'm just too tired. my back was aching and i tried to get some sleep coz i couldnt sleep well last nite but i jst cant. kn bgus if kt rumah got some small kids i would ask them to pijak2 blkg bdn ni. so sakit!
ni br drive pergi-blk ke serdang. imagine if i had to travel seremban-kl or mne2 yg jauh2. i'd die in a week max!
but i love driving. heheh. it just tht some reckless drivers pisses me off. i can drive recklessly too and u seriously wouldnt want tht to happen ok! (cheyy..ugut cm la berani wt stunt ke ape ke kn).

so anyway, tomorrow must go back to tht shop and went to um to get my sv's signature and settle some stuff there. if everything goes as planned, i should be able to send everything by friday.

now i jst have to google the way from upm-um. if not tomorrow might kne parkinson dan tak menemui jalan pulang pulak.

ok before i forgot, anyone interested in buying a kidney? healthy human kidney tht is. i thought to sell mine. hahaha. jk!

if baity knew this, she definitely gonna say her favourite phrase
'ni la die org menganggur yg terdesak sanggup melakukan ape shj'
hahaha. maybe i should save mine and sell hers instead.

hari ini saya berdikari

2010-09-27T15:19:00.003+08:00

so, as the title goes. ye begitulah kisah hidup sekerat hari pada hari ini.
went to upm around 11-ish, freaked out coz i thot i already missed the junction so pulled over near mint hotel n called syam. luckily, i was on right path.

so arrived at upm's gate at 12. 30 mins earlier thn promised time. so while waiting, i listened to radio hoping tht no lorries or cars langgar buntut kereta since i parked quite near to the selekoh to enter upm. whteverr.
managed to camwhoring too. (wht else can i do? everyone was probably busy with own's stuff n i cant be bother to call them jst to get some makian, rite?)
ok2. jgn sentap.

so lps syam sampai, trus g tmpt for printing and binding in God-knows-where but i think i've been there b4 but knowing me with short memory span, i've forgotton most of the jln la obviously. so anyway, smpai sne syam tunjuk where to print where to bind etc and he bids his farewell. jmpe lg syam thn depan. thx ye!

and i did wht i'm supposed to do only to find out tht some pics didnt come out well. bcapuk2 mcm kne panau. wth. so decided to come back n suruh oboy print je la.
then phone pulak wt hal. suddenly died no battery wth i charged the phone the whole nite must be battery dh kong. nasib baik lps off for awhile, phone ok blk. sje nk wt cuak tau.

jalan balik adalah mcabar coz on our way to tht place, i simply followed syam's car n now i had to go back to main road on my own. luckily after sesat 1 simpang. managed to find the roundabout yg mule2. so okla.

on the way bck, hati sgt runsing. mcm2 dlm pikiran n i jst drove without paying attention to the road. nasib baik xde ape2 n xsesat. bwk mcm nk gile jgak la even though x sure sgt jln.

then dgn berani nye xmsuk tol jln duta sbb nk singgah jusco kepong to buy some A4 papers. i thot to reward myself with some coffee tp memikirkn keje xsettle, i opt for some blueberry cheese tarts je. lame x makan n i promise myself. lps hntr je thesis ni, i want to pegi mkn kek sorg2. or beli je blk umah br mkn, coz nnt feels like loser la pulak.

probably i am already a loser now. sigh. mne la pegi nye semangat yg hilang ini?

i need to scream my lungs out!

2010-09-26T14:47:00.004+08:00

hi bloggie. been a long time since i wrote here.
i know, i know, i'm such a bad owner.
i even thought to abandon you, precisely, delete you.
but u see, i'm seriously depress right now and i've bothered to many people with my problems.
so i came back to you.
you wouldnt mind, would u?

pls dont. or else .. i jst dont know wht i would do without u.
i jst need a place where i can rant my heart out.
bear with me, will ya?

i think i'm going insane.
or probably i already am..

i have so much in mind but i seriously cant put them into words.
i made a decision, based on my heart but i did give it a thought beforehand. i think tht would be the best solution for those involved.
i knew it'll broke some hearts. or at least mine did. but i think..the sooner the better.

i felt guilty. and still feeling guilty.

and now, i am waiting for miracles to happen.
but something tells me tht it wont happen. and i'm crushed!
even if i cry blood, nothing changes.

i so badly want that miracle to happen.
i want to believe it will happen the way i want it to be.

gosh this is so hard. i dont even know who i am anymore.
i've lost myself to you.

pls, give me a sign.

whadduppp??

2010-05-08T16:18:00.002+08:00

hola people!
wahlaweiii...lame nye x msuk sini. siriyes dh jadi mcm rumah hantu dh kt sini.
been almost a month no update wht so ever.
and i dont even know where to start..

sigh, i guess my blogging passion dh merosot menjunam teruk
i dont even know why i blog in the 1st place.
nway, see la if i got the time, i'll update regularly
sayang la if nk biarkn blog ni bkubur begitu sahaja
wpon isi tah ape2 n some of them mcm nk cmpak laut..but thts wht we call life
innit?

so okla for a start..been busy lately
jadual tido pon dh merapu gile
and i'm desperately searching for mood utk betulkn draft thesis.

anyway, would like to wish all mothers out there
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

love you much!!

i miss..

2010-04-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

hola bloggie!

sigh, sorry for not updating. dont worry i didnt abandon you

it just tht i was caught up in a lot of things

hm, dont know wht to type

i've got a lot of things running in my mind

but for now all i can say is

...

....

i dont want this week to end

post-wondering state

2010-03-29T17:25:00.002+08:00

hi people. wah its been a long time since my last update.
been superbly busy i dont even know how to describe it
and it doesnt mean tht i'm less busy now
just tht i feel like writing some thing else beside thesis.

ok. thesis is still on-going.
there is progress.
so far so good, but the not good thing is the fact tht i need to submit my draft this freaking week.
(well actually should have submitted it today but what to do. still havent finish yet :()
grr..cuak2.

hm, i did post something last nite but i reckon no one reads it.
it just some rubbish i wrote out off thinking.
removed it when i regained my consciousness which is less than 2 hours after posting it here
hahaha..

something came up and tht makes me wanna write here
but after a lot of thinking, i dont wanna make a fuss out of it.
let bygone be bygone. after all, the damage has been done.
no way to mend it.

and i dont know wht the relationship is, but i think i might need a new or perhaps more new handbag.
been oogling some really gorgeous handbags and i really2 want them

oh april is approaching. and i smell cake
oh, was it a birthday cake people?
wahahaha..vain gile

i want handbags plss.
gorgeous, gorgeous bagss..

my beautifool sunday

2010-03-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

hola!

how are ya people? all good?

as usual, nothing exciting occurred today.

ni nk cerita kisah sedih mengguris hati yang telah berlaku beberapa hari lepas

(well actually i was kinda reluctant to write it here plus adalah kemalasan tahap dewata raya pedang setiawan volume 7)

ok kisah ini bermula begini.

on tht day, (couldnt remember when. probably khamis or jumaat), i didnt eat much during the day coz emak adalah tidak sihat plus i was extremely lazy to whip something for myself

(kalo kt cafeworld rajen la kau kn. dasar budak malas!)

so i ate whtever i can found in the kitchen like nestum and some biscuits and air sirap.

then i slept like most of the day. sampai la wktu utk menunaikn solat asar.

i woke up feeling superly hungry like all my cacings mcm wat tunjuk perasaan.

so i went to the kitchen and saw tht byk je nasik and ada lauk kari ikan terbaekkk yang ayah cooked semalam.

(kari ayah adalah super sedap tahap super saiyaa mengalahkn kedai mamak ameer ali. seyes!)

so i thot, oh y not i wt telur piza kegemaran ramai to eat with kuah kari and kicap. ( i dont like ikan kari. i prefer ikan goreng)

heaven!

so okla, i went for mgrib prayer (opss. tbocor sudah rhsia yg sy adalah mengamalkn solat diakhir waktu)

then emak went to mengaji class i was left and sebok2 kt dapo blkg menghasilkn resipi terhebat ala2 perempuan pemalas.

then suddenly dgr bunyi bising2 kt dapo kt dalam. bunyi periuk dan segala mcm senduk kt sinki.

so i was thinking, 'iwan bangun mkn nasik agaknye'

so since the back door was ajar, he must have known la someone was out at the bck.

so i left it like tht and i didnt check.

i continue my job and basuh segala tok nek periuk sudip coz emak is very particular abt this.

then i went in bring the remaining cili api and whtnot.

then there i saw, the periuk nasik together with the periuk kari terbaekk lying helplessly in the sink

oboy was ransacking the refrigerator in attempt to search whtever he wnt i dunno

seeing the scene make my heart fell apart

there goes my nasik and my kari terbaekkk

he had finished them all

being a good adik as i've always had, i asked him nicely

'nasik abeske?'

'bla bla bla..'

'oh aby br goreng telur ingt nk mkn' (sje ks ayat ni wt die rse bsalah. haha aku pengkeji)

'oh dhtu mcm mne?'

'takpela aby msak nasik lain. hang mkn la telur ni. aby goreng byk' (well i purposely goreng byk coz i know he'll b bck soon)

how's tht? solehah gile ek?

even tho i put on my muke selambe expression like it-doesnt-matter- i- dont-mind kinda face.

who know's whts inside.

i went inside my room n sms emak

'emak, oboy abeskn nasik. aby nk terjun batu belah :( '

haha..drama queen eh?

then i went to the kitchen, clean up all the periuk and cook the nasik.

as i was washing the periuks, my mata dh bergenang2. then meleleh la sebutir dua air mata gedik.

wahahaha.

all of a sudden i felt like a cinderella.

(wah poyoness tahap dewata raya!)

then rse bsalah pulak bg ayat yg wt oboy rse bsalah (if die rse bsalah la n prolly he was!)

he ate a lil telur only eventho i know my telur goreng was super sedap tht nite

wah again, poyoness!

then later had to wait for my nasik so i kemas2 the dapur n men game for awhile

as soon as my nasik dh masak, i ate like a piranha

and when emak balik from mengaji, kena gelak la

well actually i didnt mind nasik xde. but i mind the kari yg dh abes.

mse mula2 ayah masak kari tu i've been thinking dh

'klo x mkn cukup2 ni, mau meroyan ni'. least tht i know tht i'm the one who gonna meroyan later

wahahaha..

ok tu je la kot

xde activity menarik pon for lstweek

woke up late, went out for lunch, jln2 kepong and serata area till petang then went bck home

hope nxtweek akan menjadi super rajen dan menulis thesis dgn jaya nya

oh, again i'm having trouble sleeping at nite la

sigh. prolly dh tdo byk sgt siang nye kot

not good. not good.

okla. u people take care ok

and dont be a drama queen

taa!

arghhh..stress la begini

2010-03-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

i've just started writing my thesis
haha. nothing extravagance tho. the truth is, i've just writing the titles of each chapter
and now i'm attempting to write the acknowledgement.
but i cant express wht i want to write. i cant find the suitable words.

serabut dibuatnya!

give me some ideas pls.
or else, akan terbantut la usaha utk mencari mood menulis thesis.

hm, another thing, lately i'm not feeling very well.
went for a checkup yesterday
i dont think it was a thorough checkup but the Dr should know better rite?
so since she said there wasnt anything serious, i shouldnt worry myself too much
but it still couldnt put my mind at ease

i woke up every morning with slight discomfort in my chest. and it will reappears every now and then.
i dont know what should i do but the Dr said it was probably due to my emotional state
probably i was stress. ( i am stress right now)
but it was normal for me to be in stress. this is nothing new.

sigh. takut la pulak.
i hope i can talk to malar la regarding this matter.

okla. sleepy already and i've given up writing for tonight.
shall continue tomorrow.

oh yes, dont forget to visit our blogshop selling gorgeous shawls n pashminas.
as for now, i'll be responsible in posting ur item so u get to see my cute handwriting
so wht are u waiting for? order now and be ready to get mesmerized by my charming handwriting
(hahaha. poyo!)

okla. u people take care ok

love ya!
taa!

check up

2010-03-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

lub.dup.lub.dup.

going for checkup tomorrow.

harap2 will manage to wake up early

i shall go to bed now.

nite people.

labwork finish edy?

2010-03-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

weee~~~

kitorg dh siap labwork

but still unofficial coz x inform Dr

p ape2 pon ktorg sbnrnye dh xsaba nk habis

nk melangkah ke fasa kehidupan yg seterusnya

(oh.skemanya)

been bz lately. ayah was discharged from hosp ptg td.

and now i'm taking a break from everyday routine.

no more hosp visits so i guess, i'm allowed to wake up late after this. no?

heh. sbnrnye dh 2 hari bgn lmbt.

oh seronoknye rase. terimbau kenangan time menganggur dulu.

starting tomorrow, schedule dh penuh blk.

emak has booked most of my time.

byk mende nk kne settle so i guess i still couldnt focus on my thesis writing yet

(heh. alasan harus mantap!)

okla. nothing exciting to talk abt pon.

just feel like writing something coz i know someone been stalking me. ahem!

but lately pen-stalker dh dpt org br utk di-stalk. ;p

so, mne la tahu dgn menulis kisah merapu ini aku akan mdapat pen-stalker baru?

p xyah la ye. dont stalk me. go stalk obama or ur ketua kampung. ok?

okla. sleepy already.

take care ppl.

taa!

kesibukan yang tidak berkesudahan

2010-02-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

hoh. mcm la aku seorang yang sebok. belum lg jd PM. klo jd PM cmne la agaknye ye.
(oh. ada hati ingin menjadi nampak?)

ayah still kt ward. tapi skrg dh ok sbb batu2 karang itu sudah dikeluarkn dgn jayanya.
so dh 2-3hari ulang alik ke hosp sg buloh then dh 2 hari ulang-alik ke selayang.
oboy yang soleh menjaga ayah dan aku ngn mak dpt berehat2 kt umah
but trust me, kami tidak berehat pon
penat lagi ada la.

last week 2 hari x msuk lab. xtahu apa yang blaku kt sne
nora cakap nxt week last.
amin. harapnya betul2 last. nk compile data then nk write thesis
patut nya dh kne start tulis2 apa2 yg patut. tetapi apakan daya..masa tdak mengizinkn. ecehhh..
cakap je la malas kn

ngantuk la pulak. aku rse lepas abes stdy ni aku nk berehat 2-3 minggu la.
amek angin. cari ketenangan. lupakn apa2 yang patut dilupakan.

jom baity g cameron!

oh ye. kenapa ye, bile kite dah lupa. kite dh ok. kite dh tak peduli. dah xnk amek peduli. mende yang kite nk lupe tu, datang balik.
aku dh mls nk pena2t pikir. tp kdg2 tetap pikir jugak. mcm xleh nk elak.
p xpe la. aku rse aku dh ok. pikir atau tak, dah xde kesan yang mendalam dalam jiwa dh.

hey mata ni ngantuk la pulak. magrib2 pon ko nk tidur ye.
penat la badan. mlm ni tido awal la.

have a great wiken ppl.
take care.

taa!

serabut mak but

2010-02-23T10:10:00.002+08:00

semak la jiwa raga pandangan dan segalanya
cepat la lunch tiba. aku nk g amek angin jmpe minah ampang.

weehee..

tu je. xde point pon sbnrnye
babai people!

bengang!

2010-02-22T13:58:00.002+08:00

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan

***********************************************************************

its been awhile since aku dalam mode berjiwang2. i dont know wht triggers me into this kind of mood.
adalah terase sedikit poyo.

on a different note, i'm actually pissed off right now.
rase bengang tahap nk sepak bontot org
meluat nak mampos!

sigh. i dont think i can fake it anymore.
i dont understand why and how i could let myself into this mess with tht particular person
screw you!!

dah la. nak mencari sinar keimanan bagi mengurangkan kebengangan ini

taa!

ikut ke tak ikut?

2010-02-20T09:31:00.002+08:00

emak and oboy r going to send haida to johor.
should i follow or not eh?
confuse2.
maybe i should list all the pros and cons

pros:
dapat jalan2
dapat makan2
dapat shopping2

cons:
tiada internet (oh noooo!)

so how la?
ke patut duduk di rumah kebosanan seorg diri smbil bermain game?

heading toward the end

2010-02-18T18:22:00.002+08:00

hm, i hope it's ending soon. whts gonna ends? labwork yang menyesakkan jiwa raga of course.
seriously i cant bear this anymore. penat kot!

this morning fifi fetched me at home at 7 am. 7 freaking a.m. i cant believe i have to wake up so early and drag myself to the lab. sigh. this is no life i tell u.

but luckily the results were ok. and due to today's hard work, we rewarded ourselves a makan2 session at midvalley. and we got ourselves a dose of bigapple.

ey how come the donuts look so pathetic nowadays? mcm terkepit and dont know how to describe but pathetic la. mcm x cukup bulan.

but apa2 pon, licin jugak 3ketul. hihi. komen byk2, mkn pn kena la byk2.

then after tht mkn pulak kt foodcourt atas. of kos mesti mkn yong taufoo. sedapness. after this must go on a diet if not lemak akan semakin mbuak2.

okla, gotta go. nak blk umah. yes, its already 6.30 pm and we are still in the lab. ai ya yai ya yaii..
i just wanna go home. took a bath. then sleep. last nite i cant sleep for whtever reason and today must tdo at 10. dont care!

so people, take care and have a nice day!

oh oh. dont forget to visit our blogshop here.
taa!

cuti yang bakal berakhir

2010-02-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

sob sob. this is the saddest part of a cuti.
pengakhiran cuti yang boleh la dikatakan panjang.

esok maybe kne g lab memandangkan kerja yang tidak disiapkn akibat malas
tetapi tukang pegang kunci lab masih lagi bsukaria di suatu daerah lain diluar kawasan PJ dan yang sewaktu dgnnya.

so how la?

keazaman yang tggi utk start menaip thesis kini tggal kenangan memandangkan sepatah perkataan pon tidak tertaip
atau dalam erti kata sebenar yang jelas nyata dan terangnya, Ms Word pon x bukak2 sepanjang cuti 3hari ni

sigh. gile malas tahap tak bole blah.

duduk dirumah cume secara productive-nya memakan dan meningkatkn kadar pertumbuhan lemak tepu dan kurang tepu
adalah tidak berani utk menghampiri mesin penimbang takut utk menghadapi kebenaran yang hakiki

okla. malas nk cte pnjang2.
mcm nk tdo awal utk menikmati saki baki cuti yang tggl

taa!

hari minggu yang bosan

2010-02-13T10:34:00.002+08:00

wohoo..i cnt believe today is saturday. and wht more, fifi just cancelled our lab session this morning and i cant hope for more. desperately need more sleep coz tah la. badan rase penaaaaat sgt. well actually malas sebenarnya.

yelah kn. ape hal pulak cuti2 di hari yang berbahagia ini mahu di-spend-kn di dalam lab menatap bahan2 kimia dan duduk dalam lab yang panas itu.
i dont know wht happen to our air-conds but it seems like we r in sauna everytime in lab. kadang2 rse nk baran je sbb panas kot.

oh this morning jugak i've got few msges from yuna celup. we'll upload her pics in our online shop. sebok msg sbb dh berjaya pakai shawl dan sekarang telah membajet menjadi yuna. siap nyanyi pulak tu. tapi malangnya lupa lirik. practice ok yuna celup. nnt boleh masuk AJL.

oh oh. i forgot to tell u esp all the ladies out there tht we, (my labmates n i) have launched our blogshop last monday. now we are selling gorgeous shawls and insyaAllah if ade rezeki we'll add new items ok. so stay tune and pls pls pretty pls. support us k.

we'll give good discount. dont worry! heh.
so for more info, why dont u just hop into our sanctuary here.

pst2. we are having a promotion now. so why dont u girls hurry and grab yours now?
act fast and dont be sorry!

wahhh..gile la skrg. mne2 pergi aku sebok la nk mem-promote-kn kedai. padahal keje2 lain bertimbun2 mcm gunung ledang dah.

yesterday Dr came into our lab and mse tu masing2 sebuk uruskn hal lain dan tak start2 pon buat kerja lab lg. pastu tah ape2 la kitorg diskus ngn Dr and selambe kodoknye ckp ngn Dr nk continue wt after lunch. skali lepas je mkn2 kenyang2, sume laaaagi la mls nk wt kerja then kami pon teruslah pulang ke rumah.

sigh. not good. not good.

oh then Dr ade gak tny psl thesis. huh. tok sah harap la. seriously mood mengarang ayat2 belum mari. and when Dr asked, selambe kodok again ckp dh siap dh methodology sume tggl nk arrange results and type discussion part. but reality nye? word Methods pon aku x type lg ok.

puh. serious kne mandrem ks rajen sket la weekend ni. kalo tak, jgn harap la nak grad bulan 8 ni kama oiii...

p papehal pon, hari ni hari kelonggaran so marilah bersukaria hari ini dan silalah bertungkus lumus dikeesokan hari.

oh b4 terlupa. Gong Xi Fat Chai.

dan jgn smbut valentine's (sbb aku x sambut so korg jgn smbut tau. sob3)

take care people and have a great day.
be good!

taa!

bersawang sudahh..

2010-02-12T08:49:00.002+08:00

puhhh..
lame nye tak update blog
kesian blog ni tbengkalai tanpa kasih sayang

but fret not bloggie deary,
i'm back yaww.

xoxo

maaf kan ku. bila hasrat ku keliru..

2010-01-12T19:09:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADA!
I HOPE U HAS/HAD A BLAST TODAY
(i bet u do! dpt 4 slices sr nye kek. xkn la x best kn? wink)

heh. ada of kos la sonot sbb dpt kek free. choc indulgence kesokaan kalbu lagi kn.
dan aku juga adalah gumbira kerana dapat meng-pow kek beliau tapi tak boleh pow byk2 sebab saya adalah segan (auww) dan lagi pon tangki dh penuh la mkn prosperity.
ngehs.. maka dgn ini xmo mkn mekdi dh. dh puas mkn prosperity.

hari ini pergi lab tapi hasil adalah sgt menyedihkan kerana kami langsung tidak productive. esok perlu meningkatkan prestasi dan kurangkan kontroversi.
mesti!

ok. apsl tajuk aku cm provocative tu ek? (ke aku sorg je yg rse cmtu?)
well, bak kata nora, itulah kelebihan org yg SAD. tapi disini aku nk tekan kn, aku maybe SA but not D..
kenapa begitu? sebab nya..

S - single
A - available
while
D - desperate (which i'm definitely, ultimately NOT. okie?)

oh btw, contest yg fifi buat tu. photo cinta apa tah (teruk btul ke-ignorance aku ni ek) sedang dlm process kira markah. susah jgak ye nk kire2 ni. mcm nk jawap paper add maths spm je aku rse. dan kami telah pon membeli hadiah2 td. so to those yg menang, congrats. yg x menang, jgn susah hati k. adat pertandingan mesti adalah kalah, ada menang. correct?

okla. bz ni. mlm ni kena kerja (wah. kerja apa la mlm2 ni kn? sesuatu plak)
take care people.

taa!

sang mantan

2010-01-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

nidji - sang mantan

roda memang telah berputar...

Dari Allah kita datang, kepada Allah kita kembali

2010-01-11T18:10:00.002+08:00

thursday, 7th Januari 2010, my cousin brother has passed away after 2 yrs of suffering from lymphoma.

i dont know much abt the disease and all i know is tht lymphoma is a form of cancer. blood cancer. more of less mcm leukimia kot.

he was my mom's favorite anak buah. my brother's best buddy since kecik and eventho i personally didnt have much fond memories with him, all i can say is..he shall be missed. terribly.

semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya dan semoga dia ditempatkan di kalangan org yang beriman.

Al-fatihah.

damn busy

2010-01-05T20:45:00.003+08:00

i dont know where to start. terlalu banyak yang berlaku lately and tonnes of things have been bugging me this few weeks. all in all, it wasnt a good start for my new year.

sekarang adalah sangat busy kejar dateline untuk siapkan everything. i want to finish this freaking labwork and done with thesis asap. dh submit borg information for thesis submission and dah dapat reply dh pon. so i must work my ass off and now, i will sacrifice everything this month. time, money, energy. everything..just to get it over.

sigh. never thot tht doing mster can be such a pain in the arse. i wonder how some people can survive full rsch. probably i was exaggerating but seriously, i had enough this 1 semester and i dont think i can suffocate myself anymore in such place.

but things have started to be a lot more positive and i was hoping tht this will stay till we finish.

ok. enough abt this depressing matter. i dont wanna talk much on this.

oh anyway, avatar was awesome!!(busy cmne pon sempat jugak g tgk movie).
well actually we were waiting for the machine to stabilize (or whtever they call it) and it requires a lot of time i tell u like 3-4 hrs (ok exaggerating. actually 1-2hrs will be enough)
but nonetheless, we manage to sneak out to mdval and reward ourself (everytime pon reward. this is the term tht i normally use so tht i wont feel guilty afterward. hehe. after all, labworks really are depressing i tell u).

then rushed back to lab and do whtever tht need to be done. damn it was easy and u know wht, i cant understand how some ppl can be so busuk hati and wnt to keep the little knowledge tht they have to themselve? probably they wnt to bring them into their grave.

wht, cara nk handle machine pon bkira ke nk ajar? apsl, kalo aku tau handle machine tu, aku boleh jadi millionaire ke? this is why our people susah nk bjaya sbb ramai sgt org yg iri hati kt luar tu. iri hati, tapi malas berusaha. bole?

ok2. i really shouldnt stress myself out. i've had enough of tht and i wnt to be good. tht is one of my resolutions for this year. so remember kama, be nice! smile. and f*ck tht ah-hua. opss..
(nasib baik dh bukak pose)

hm, then there is another thing. i dont know how should i put it. u see, i always put a tough front but tht doesnt mean tht i am one tough guy..or girl in my case. hati i lembut u know (hakhakhak). so could u pls, dont flatter me too much coz..hm coz..i'm afraid u know. nnt i might fall for u and tht is the last thing i wnt to happen. *malu2 beruang*.

ahhhhh..poyo la aku ini.
ok better stop now b4 my crapping getting worse.

lovely people out there, pls pray for us. hopefully from now on everything will run smoothly. takde dah ah-hua jahat yang mganggu. my priority is my study and my future.

okla. penat sgt ni. nk tgk my girl (hoh i'm falling in lurrrrrveeee with seol gong channn)
sempat lagi tu layan korean drama. ok kejap lg i'll write those letters, update my lab notebook and prepare for tomorrow. promise. (tapi x promise sgt.heh)

eh, rupe2nye aku x mkn lg since bbuke ngn setin nescafe ice.
lapa, nk mkn dulu.

taa!

wht should i do?

2010-01-03T14:57:00.002+08:00

aku adalah sgt sedey. dh tdo 2jam pon still sedey. perlukah terus tdo smpai esok or better still tdo terus takyah bangun2 dah till forever. but i'm not ready for tht yet.
in fact tak tau la bila ready nya.

does anyone have a supply ofProzac? can i have some?

welcome twenty-ten

2010-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

hi people!
just wanna wish everyone a happy happy new year

may 2010 brings us happiness, prosperity, good health and success.

and as for myself, i hope i can finish what i've started, found wht i've been looking for, leaving all the things tht should be left, be a good servant of Allah, a grateful daughter to my parent, and a beneficial person toward the community. insyaAllah.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hectic hectic day!

2009-12-29T20:17:00.002+08:00

hoh. penat nya lately ini
keje menimbun. rehat x cukup. badan sakit2.
p perut menten buncet. daymn!

haih cepat la habis kesengsaraan ini. aku xtau bagaimanala aku boleh memilih jalan hidup yang gelap ini.
oh tuhan selamatkan lah hambamu ini

cepat la new year!
nk celebrate.

counting days

2009-12-26T11:59:00.001+08:00

oh goshh.
lagi beberapa hari je lagi nk tahun baru
kene start buat resolution dr skrg ni

ok. sibuk2.
(nk wt list azam pon nk kecoh2)
hihihi

taa!

poyo lah perempuan ini

2009-12-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

poyo tau mek baity ini
orang punye la yakin tawaduk khusyuk die dh smpai msia
skali rupe2nye die masih tbongkang atas katil kt parkville nun

tau x mlm td org dh msg megat
ni klo die tau ni, 7thn org kene gelak
chehss!

actual date blk msia pon nk berahsia ke mek?
x surprise okkk

p/s: titah tertipu dipagi yg ceria ini

ho ho ho!

2009-12-25T08:24:00.001+08:00

good morning people.
and merry christmas to all christians out there.

woke up early coz i hit the bed at around 10 lst nite
seriously i felt damn tired yestarday tho we didnt do anything extravaganva at the lab
and in fact, we left the lab at 3.40 pm right after scanning the gels.
such an easy peasy work actually.

but afterward, we had a lepakking session kt midval playing tarot card.

sangat la kelakar i tell u
penuh dengan suspense siap bole cuak2 seram sujuk sume cukup
i hope ada had fun too, coz i know we all had fun
heh

hm, what else yeh?
oh right, i've been meaning to write abt baity. but damn internet problem pulak the other day

baity has had her convocation on the 21st Dec and her flight was last nite
so most probably she had already landed in klia by now and stranded there for another 3 hours before transit to penang

mek baity!!!!
welcome homeeeeeeeee

i'm sooooooo freaking excited!

okla, i've got a long day today.
harap2 tidak menjadi malas ditghari

till then, have great day and enjoy ur holiday!
taa!

weekend yg panjang

2009-12-19T21:31:00.004+08:00

hi people!
how r u?

i think i had/has one long weekend and i cant believe tht tomorrow is only sunday
sigh. tetiba masa berlalu agak perlahan.

but thinking of it. bagus jugak if mase jd slow. byk kerja boleh disiapkn.
betul ke?
aku mcm xde wt kerja je hanya membace buku dan melepek mcm sotong tiada tulang belakang kayak nya

so anyway, currently i'm reading my new book titled 'a woman of substance'
heh. tetibe dapat pencahayaan agung dan seperti ingt bangkit dan menunjukkn kepada dunia 'hey dunia lihatlah wanita juga boleh berjaya'
oh tetibe adalah bersemangat waja tetapi apalah yg semangat nya membaca buku melepek pagi petang siang malam dalam keadaan cuaca yang..ohh heavenye hujan sepanjang mse tanpa melakukan sesuatu yg berfaedah?

tapi to tell u the truth, aku rse otak aku dh tepu dan aku agak mengambil mse utk adjust fungsi otak since lepas bce the story of edgar sawtelle (pd aku buku ini agak berat dgn IQ aku yg agak slow dan mendatar kebelakangan ini)
serious mcm tak paham ape mende or maybe sbb xleh relate sgt dgn kehidupan sbb aku xbela anjing walaupon dulu selalu tgk anjing yg kacak lawa comel dan sebagainye

oh bercakap psl tu, tetibe rse nk bela seko anjing sebab teringat dulu mse petik raspberry, tuan punya ladang ade bela seko anjing german shepherd yg besar hampir mcecah pinggang aku dan nmpk agak ganas tp sebenarnya sgt la jinak dan suka mempelawa org bermain dgn nya dgn meng-offer bola yg penuh dgn airliur dia. confirm la aku akan freak out melampau. dr jauh berani la kau kan. yela, kang mana la pulak nk cari tanah nk samak segala bagai. satu kerja la pulak.

oh mse beli groceries kt vic mart jugak ade terserempak ngn anjing yg lg besar
dunno whether baity remember this or not but anjing ni pon german shepherd lg besar dr anjing dkat ladang raspberry.
sgt mengujakan.
kalau la bole bela anjing, aku nk bela german shepherd jugak
nampak macho dan kacak
lgpon, ape barang bela chihuahua. bajet paris hilton ke.

hi. kacak tak saye?
picture taken from here

tp obviously, takde la aku nk membela pon kn. kucen seko pon tak terjaga. ini kn pula anjing separas pinggang
oh anyway, i've got an announcement to make
my ever beloved payed has gone missing since b4 raya
i know, i know. dh berkurun berabad in fact aku dh ade kucen baru dh pn
the latest is kucen nombor 5
yg lain2 org mintak so yg tggl nombor 5 ni dan dgn bangga nya aku menamakn boyet.

sorry no pictures yet and he's still small and mak ckp muke die mcm kangaroo
so kdg2 aku pggil die 'oyet tenderuu'
hakhakhak
mesti dh besar sok die meluat ngn aku

jgn tny aku sedey ke x psl payed. aku sedey gile tahap gaban.
mak ckp mybe die dh xde pon di dunia yg fana ini
maybe. i'm not sure. die keluar dr rumah dan tidak kembali sehingga kini.

payed, u shall be missed.. :'(

payed yg toeng lepas bergaduh
kacak jgak kn kucen aku ni
tayanggggggg tangat2 tat ye ni

oh ok ok. ckp psl len. sebak plak. tgk gmba die
(padahal hari2 mmg tgk gmba die sbb muke die la yg mjadi penghias wallpaper tepon sejak berkurun yang lampau)

oh lepas bce the story of edgar sawtelle, aku bce the host by stephenie meyer
phewwwww.. tip top!
my verdict is 5/5
sgt2 best, sgt touchy, inspirational and i cant believe aku menangis beriya2 bce buku ni
in fact lepas dh bce the whole book, bce again part2 yg sedey terus bergenang air mata
very touchy!
so this book is highly recommended. very worth reading. serious!

eh apsl aku wt book review ni?
sbnrnye aku nk cte psl lain tau
tetibe msuk part buku, msuk part anjing kucen, part nangis2 dan langsung lupe ape yg aku nk cte sbnrnye.
sigh

bpe ekorla agaknye semut yg dh terkorban dlm air minum aku smpai aku jd begini agaknye ye

so ok la, nnt dh dpt pikir br tulis kt sini (kalau rajen. heh)
so have a good nite.

taa!

flaunt it while u can

2009-12-16T20:45:00.002+08:00

woshhh
arrived late at the lab today
didnt do anything apart from browsing the net at the lbry then we were off to midval to watch JUMP

heh. lega rasa hati ini apabila dapat berjalan

overall, it was an OK movie
a bit funny kinda entertaining but i prefer the other movies by stephen chow ie kungfu hustle and shaolin soccer

so next up, sherlock holmes
baity, shall i wait for u or wht?

i've watched the preview for tht movie and i'm sooo looking forward for it
i reckon it must be very the babomm!

oh, tht perempuan jahat telah menyakitkn hati ada
didnt she knew tht we all come in a package
satu org sakit hati, sume pon akan sakit hati (or mybe aku je yg terlebey sakit hati)
rasa mcm nk je aku takel kaki die mse die tgh jalan

oh i nearly forgot, Dr arrived at the lab when we are already in mdvl
cuakness sbb pergi berjalan2 tapi keje mcm tkontang kanting
damn la gel suke wt masalah and i seriously think tht we all need a new SDS-Page gel casting set
ke gel x jd sbb kami yang tak reti?

anyway, berjaya merembat baju kt romp today
and havent bought this month's books yet
i'm currently tempted to get myself the whole books by cecilia ahern
last time there was a booksale at mph and i was so damn broke and i couldnt bring myself to even think abt them
but now, i couldnt care less
i WANT them all!!

but itula, i also have other things in mind
tht include new mascara, eyeshadow, and all sort of 'tepungs' available since sudah terpengaruh dengan seseorang
tapi masalahnye, retikah aku nk memakai mereka?

okla. sgt penat and perlu meng-harvest tanaman
see ya

taa!

tiada lg sayang

2009-12-15T16:16:00.001+08:00

tanak sayang korang dh
:(

ni la nama nya, sekali terluka berdarah selamanya
ye saya adalah ratu drama (kadang2 jee)
hekhekhek

masih tiada mood
nk tgk sherlock holmes
baity, give me a date will ya??

sad la like this

2009-12-14T19:33:00.001+08:00

i'm soo not in the mood
sangat depress
:(

baity, faster come back
i need my therapy very badly
boleh jadi gila macam ini
:(

olé!

2009-12-12T22:00:00.004+08:00

hahaha
suke plak sebut perkataan tu sejak ada suke sebut kt lab

lame jgak x update blog ek lately ni
xde mende yg nak di-update kn dan seriously aku dh rse aku dh xde life skrg ni
gile penat nk kejar dateline nk abeskn project
tolonggggg la sempat habis latest januari ni
aku serious dah tak tahan dah

ape yg membuatkn aku bertahan disana adalah mereka2 ini

comelness!
i heart them

bgus nora. ekspressi ko sgt mbanggakn
hahahahaha
rse nk gelak guling2

kami

ni la keje kitorg ble kt lab
sonot gile melepak amek gmba wat aksi kanak2
video pon ade p cm malu je nk tnjuk aksi2 spastik

korang, aku sayang bangat sama kamu!

p/s: motif membodek mereka? jom g teman aku jalan2 senin ni. plsss. heheh

sangap lah lagi saya ini

2009-12-06T13:15:00.002+08:00

mak ayah pergi kenduri
abg keluar. kakak memerap dlm bilik. adik tido.

aku?
sangap tidak ada idea untuk mendecorate ladang.

mungkin perlu mandi supaya idea datang.
(blom mandi dr pagi tapi still menten harum kasturi)
hohoh

okla. enjoy ur weekend people.
taa!

hari dating sekeluarga

2009-12-05T11:43:00.005+08:00

morning lovely people out there!
whts ur plan for today?

i'm currently at home and planning to spend my day playing games smpai lebam since all my adik beradik were out with their fianceé, bf or gf.
so here i am, alone (literally) and broke and bored to death.
anyone care to amuse me with lawak bodoh, u r most welcome coz apparently i'm in a good mood despite tht i've just got promoted as the bibik of the day.

so till xtahu la pukul berapa, i'll be looking at emak's face, and emak will be looking at mine.
then i'll look at ayah's face then ayah will look at mine back then followed by arahan2 untuk membuat air, masak nasik, vacuum rumah, sidai kain dan sebagainya.

actually mlm td iwan did ask me to join him n nana to go to jom heboh.
p malas la coz i reckon it'll be crowded since now is school holiday kn. dan cuaca adalah semestinya panas
plus, aku adalah tidak mahu menjadi lalat.

oh, talking abt panas, secara tak langsung akan berkait dengan kehitaman.
few weeks back, i went to an uncle's house and his daughter-in-law adalah tidak mengenali aku kerana aku sudah lain (read: hitam)
how sad is tht?

so here i end up with 2 miserable problems tht i need to tackle which is my long time masalah kegemukan dan sekarang, masalah kehitaman.
since i'm not an efficient problem solving person with 2 major problem, aku perlu memilih untuk menyelesaikn satu masalah dalam satu masa
so i chose untuk mengatasi masalah kehitaman dlu
so biarlah gemuk buat masa ini
(dr org x kenal sebab hitam, baik org kenal wpon gemuk)
betul ke?

so kt sini, i wnt to ask any of u who have some tips utk mencerahkn muka or to prevent further skin darkening since apparently i dont fully trust myself with those fancy creams available in the market
(ini juga disebabkan oleh faktor poket tak cukup kembung ye rakan2)
but since few days ni i've started to care more for my skin and just bought myself a toner (since yg lame yg guna xsampai pon 1/4 mungkin dh expired) and been religiously following the skincare regime but i doubt this will last long.
pagi ni pon just cuci muka je. xsapu pon tepung2 gomak yg berkaitan. gile pemalas.
i just hope i will be rajen enough to atleast habiskn cream2 ngn segala jadah toner moisturiser pemende smpai habis. xyah putih melepak pon xpe atleast x blotchy (bukan bitchy ye).

so since tak berdiet, i'm now a hantu-raya-in-the-making. perut sentiasa lapar dan kerja adalah makan dan tidur. apatah lagi cuaca adalah sedap dan sejuk akibat hujan.
harapnya tidak mencecah paras obesiti.

okla. i've got to tend my farm(s).
take care people.
have a great day.

taa!

alahhh..kemaluannye saye ini

2009-12-02T08:20:00.002+08:00

hello lovely people out there
(especially the twilight fan)

i have a confession to make

ehem2. saye telah membuat kesilapan besar yang membiarkan saya dalam kemaluan yg tak terhingga kerana the last book for twilight saga is BREAKING DAWN
bukan new moon.
gile dh nyanyuk saya ini

ohhhh..malunnye saya dan sesungguhnya tiadalah dulang atau tutup periuk yang dapat menutup rsa malu ini
hihi. thx nora for correcting my mistake and sorry to disappoint u
and to fendi and to all yang dh tertipu with all my jakun kalut comment regarding this story, bottomless apologies

but hey, jgn la kecewa sgt
tht means there should be another movie to complete the sequel and it must be the breaking dawn itself
wohoooo..i cnt wait coz thts where the real ending will be

so, as suggested, go and see the movie but fret not, tho the ending was quite abrupt, there must be a sequel with a proper ending coming soon
so sama2 la kite nantikan dan jgn la gelakkn saya byk2 sangat
kemaluan la
hihih

p/s: punya la lame aku wt cerita palsu tiada sape yg betulkn sehingga ke hari ini. tsk2! tipah tertipu bang.

photo contest

2009-12-02T07:58:00.003+08:00

ok. i know its a bit too late but didnt they say tht its better late than never?
heh. ade je excuse nye saye ini.

so referring to fifi's blog, dia adalah ingin mengadakan satu photo contest
details and terms are all stated in his blog
so go visit if u r interested to join
the prizes arent tht grand but hey, mende free so why not try ur luck kn?

as for me, ehem, i guess i'm not entitled to participate coz, ok i dont think i should reveal the obvious reason but secondly, coz i was appointed as one of the pengadil!
hoh seronok nye rase nk lompat2 sebab jakun x pernah jadi juri

tapi sedikit sedey coz terang2 xleh berebutkn hadiah
so fi, juri x dpt saguhati ke?
external HD 160G pon cukup la. x gitu ista?
hihih

so once again, sila la join sebab saya juri yang baik hati tapi saya tidak berat sebelah atau mengamalkn rasuah. xpayah undi saya sebab saya yang akan undi anda.
wahh..poyo nye saya ini

oh yes, remember, the closing date is approaching on the 19th December 2009.
so be quick and click2 ur camera and send in ur photos!

goodluck people!

whts with new moon

2009-12-01T15:19:00.003+08:00

hello people.
how r u?

well, i'm not the biggest fan of twilight saga tho i've read all four of stephanie meyer's book (will b reading the host soon. not part of the saga of course) but i must admit tht i like the story
well, i always like stories abt vampires and stuff
except the one yg very scary blood spilled everyone mcm cerita 30 days of night tu
it creeps the hell out of me
jejekk okk!

so since twilight ni vampires die mcm civilised sket n xde la byk sgt part2 yg menakutkn, lagi la aku suke sgt
ehem2. not to mentioned the buku menggambarkan yg vampire well i mean, the Cullen adalah sgt the hensem and the lawa la
so, hihi aku sgt sukaaa

so yesterday, i've watched the movie
yeayyy.. but not really yeay
coz, hey, what's wrong with edward he's soooooo not the beautiful edward as potrayed in the book
luckily jacob adalah tidak menghampakan
ehem

and thts not the real disappoinment i tell u
coz according to the title, new moon and tht refer to book 4 of the saga
it should be the ending of the series or whtever u call it
but the ending from the movie was the biggest chagrin ever
how to put eh, it was like watching the story from book 2 and book 3 with 1/3 of book 4
ok i understand they have to include part of book 2 and 3 otherwise those who havent read the books will not understand the whole story
but jangan la bubuh title 'new moon'
coz personally, i love the last book itself where thts where the proper ending with lots of action and more vampires

i hope there'll be new moon 2 or ape ape je la so tht they'll show how bella ended up being a vampire herself
tht will be sgt seronok

and kesian la jacob asyik dikecewakan oleh bella but in the end he'll find his true love
hihi

ok enough la review abt the movie
if u guys wanna know more, go and watch
but i would like to recommend u guys to read the book afterward
atleast the last book 'new moon'

and as for me, i would give this movie 6/10 coz i totally tak suke the ending
but overall, ok la kot
bukan senang nk buat movie rite?

oh yes, how did i end up watching movie yesterday?
like this, i was so very the malas to woke up and go to lab
smsed nora many times to ask if it is ok if i ponteng lab etc
but in the end rase bsalah and pergi jugak tapi lambat and arrived at mdvl around 11 am.
dunno wht happened, i smsed nora and terus ajak tgk movie

so since Dr wasnt around yesterday, and nora bagaikn org mengantuk disorongkn bantal (she's a fan of the saga too. and mmg dh plan nk g tgk) so terus setuju and ada pon mmg nk tgk jugak
but fifi and zizi eksyen xmo join instead they went shopping while the girls go ooohhh, ahhhh giggling mcm tak betul dlm movie

oh the sad part was, we were sitting at the front row and tpakse dongak sampai sakit tengkuk since tht was the only seats available plus we didnt want to wait till the next show and kinda miss the early bits of the story
and lagi pulak, the cinema was a bit cold and i was very selekeh yesterday dgn t-shirt bodo and sgt sejuk dan sgt2 nk ke toilet
sigh. sungguh meng-spoil kn

i want to watch again sbb nk tgk jacob
:p

mybe will be watching the downloaded version punye je kot
so for those yg nk tgk, pergi la but dont expect too much
oh yes, i bet this movie will mostly attract girls, so yes go la gadis2 and see jejaka2 6pax yg dot dot dot (fill in the blank)
and the vampire (particularly edward adalah sgt xhensem and dlm movie tu mcm x larat je)

okla. tu je kot
till then

taa!

p/s: ada sape2 baik hati nk hadiahkn buku2 twilight saga for me? christmas sale dh start ni. wink2. hihi

hoi. stress nye!

2009-11-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

internet's currently a pain in the arse.
i was trying to upload some photos taken this afternoon but it took such a bloody long time and the pics not even succesfully uploaded.
pisses me off!

anyway, i'll keep tht entry in my draft folder and will post it once the connection's better.

nway, how are u lovely people?
doing anything interesting today?
eating a lot or not?

i think i've put on few inches to my waist, thighs and dunno where else as per today.
inspector sahab will definitely says 'shabbasss mere betteeeii' if he knew this.

tomorrow i'm going to starve myself sebagai denda
(does this ring a bell, nora?)
hihi

okla. damn tired already.
have a good nite!

taa!

penat nya saya ini

2009-11-29T20:32:00.007+08:00

so finally, the majlis has finished.
tho certain things didnt go as planned, but we were grateful everything's done.
alhamdulillah.
i'm overly excited and cant wait for the big day. (biase la aku kn bizibodi.hihi)
nk buat project dulang lg and this time around we'll know how to budget our expense on the rebens and stuff. like wht to buy and wht not to buy.
best jgak ek wt kerja ni. how come no one tell me before?

rumah masih berkecah dgn segala tok nek pinggan mangkuk nk kemas
but wht excite me the most (as expected) are the gifts returned by the other side
got to feast myself with chocs and more chocs from the cuppies.
very the sedapness.

and i totally very the sayang to eat this cute lil fella.

sgt comelness
should i eat or not?
hmm

our side
my favorite among the five

their side
my favorite too
santek kn munge die?
real roses.

okla. cukup2 la cte psl tu.
till nxt time.
take care all.

taa!

project dulang

2009-11-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

project dulang kami
kt sini aku show-off main dulang je la ek
(xcomplete lg tu. sbb tu mcm xsemenggah je ghopenye)
yg len2 tunggu professional photographer amek esok la ek
tungguuu..

meet me halfway y'all

2009-11-27T12:33:00.001+08:00

Black Eyed Peas - Meet Me Halfway

enjoy!

gendang gendut..

2009-11-27T12:21:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum semua
(mode muslimah on)

pekaba sume tghari ni? sedap makan daging?
aku br je lepas mkn rendang ngn nasi impit
perut rase panas je mybe sbb rendang yg mak buat tu pedas
lately ni kn perut aku manje terlebey, tu yg xleh nk mkn byk
takut meragam
lagi plak mmg tgh meragam sejak smlm
so kne hati2 la

harini cuaca mendung je
badan pon rase suam2 je ni
mybe aku patut menyahut seruan katil sebentar lagi
perut macam tak mengizinkn aku utk men-onlinekn diri sehingga lebam hari ni

pape pon. raya elok2. jangan nakal2 okies
makan tu jgn mcm hantu raya. x semenggah!

take care lovely people.
taa!

p/s: apsl mcm lain mcm je cara aku type ni ek. skema terlebey. tsk.

salam aidiladha

2009-11-27T08:23:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum
selamat hari raya aidiladha buat semua umat islam

hm. ok xreti nk buat ucapan apa dh
raya elok2.
taa!

alaaa..

2009-11-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

malu la saye ini

pusing2. kepala pusing.

2009-11-24T20:15:00.002+08:00

oh. sekarang adalah sakit kepala.
mungkin sebab siang td berjalan merayau tak hengat donia dan cuaca adalah panas hari ini

oh dimanakah hujan renyai2 yang best itu.
aku merindui cuaca sebegitu.

dan tak tahu la mengapa. td badan menggigil2 dan tidak larat sgt
mungkinkah sebab lapar? tp tak ada lah lapar sangat
sigh. pusing.

hoh. aku adalah tak sabar menunggu hari ahad.
ini adalah rentetan projek dulang aku dgn mak.
apsl aku pulak yang terlebey eksaited?
hihi. biasalah. aku kan suka je terlebey sudu dari kuah.
gamba ade amek seketul dua tapi malas la pula ingin menguploadnya

td merayau cari coklat dengan pinang dan gambir.
jumpa coklat je. gambir dan pinang org dh x jual ke sekarang eh?

oh lupa pula. aku sudah mula bercuti sempena aidiladha.
sebab itulah boleh merayau dr pg smpai ptg. hihi

semalam adalah sgt gembira. selepas mengenakn nora, terus mood jd sangat baik.
lepas itu Dr datang ke lab dan kami berdikusi sebentar
rasanya project dh lepas fasa screening dan kami akan meneruskn ke fasa isolation lepas raya haji ini.

weeeeeeeeee!
gembira smpai rasa nk melonjak2.
Dr pon dh tau yg kami2 dh tak sabar nk habis blja.

kemudian lepas setel kerja, kami makan lunch di mdvl.
adalah sangat lama x makan yong tau foo dan akhirnya semalam memakan jua.
nyamss.
sori gamba x amek sbb kami dh kelaparan tahap tak boleh blah.

kemudian aku ngn nora membazir masa berjalan2 dlm supermarket dan mereka2 pulang kepangkuan um yg mereka cintai.

sekian cerita semalam dan hari ini.
taa!

p/s: jangan lupa click nuff lepas bace. hihi

aduyaiii

2009-11-19T21:02:00.001+08:00

hari ini adalah sangat penat
jadi hari ini tidak mahu update blog
sekian terima kasih

i like this kind of weather

2009-11-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

hola lovely people.
i feel so happy today despite the gloomy weather.
how abt everyone else?

i like it when it rains like this. the tiny droplets of water, the greyish clouds without thunders or lighting of course. hujan renyai2 the whole day.
i like cold weather but i prefer hot guys. (eh apasal kuar topik?)
hahah.

one drawback from this cold weather is tht, we (or should i say 'me'?) tend to get hungry almost all the time.
and this is when even keropok lekor liat dan keras appear to look like the most yummilicious food on earth.
what more pisang goreng panas with teh o. nyamss.

so anyway, wht should i talk abt?
ouh, regarding our project, there seems to be some progresses goin on and i am more than happy tho it means tht there'll be a whole lot of works to be done really and also means tht no more going back early. but thts fine by me. as long as we can finish fast.
thx for the suddenly-appeared trypsin. and babai pre-historic germany's trypsin. i think it was way past the expiry date.

tomorrow must come early to the lab. Dr wants us to finish up the inhibitory assay by this weeks which means tht we need to test all the 80+ samples including control for each samples and not to forget, replicate. and if i do my maths correctly, we were required to prepare atleast 240+ testing samples. pheww..

and not to forget, update the spreadsheet so tht we wont tercangak2 when Dr ask abt the activity etc etc.

who says this topic is easy? well i did. haha. padan muke aku.

okla. i'm so tired and sleepy.
goodnight tido ketat2 (sleep tight).

taa!

bloody monday

2009-11-16T20:58:00.002+08:00

hola lovely people.
hope everyone's doin just great.

as for mine, quite a disasterous i must say.
i'm not sure how it started but i'm beginning to think tht my stomach were not so sturdy as it used to. (wth is sturdy anyway? couldnt be bother to check the meaning of it but it sounds comel to me. haha. bole ke like tht?)

so anyway, last night i couldnt sleep well
dozed off at around 11.30-12 am and started to woke up every one hour from 1.30 just to go to the loo. i reckon it must be the lauk kenduri tht i ate during the day causing my stomach all this mess. till subuh, i was limp lying on the bed till emak menerjah masuk telling me she's also having the same problem. siri diarrhea anak beranak i guess.

actually, been having this problem for 3 consecutive weeks and i noticed tht i'll be having trouble with my digestion or ehem, bowel activity if i ate at kenduri kendara. but ayah seemed ok je.

or could the changing in my eating pattern causing all this fuss? so, should i stop eating oat or wht?
probably i'm not suitable drinking lotsa milk everyday
or did i actually suffer from lactose intolerance?
gosh i'm starting to get overboard with this.
anyway, wht will happen to those lactose intolerance ppl eh?
i remember learning abt it ages ago but at tht time, i couldnt be bother to really understand the cause or anything abt it

so anyway, i know we'll have lotsa work in the lab today and adalah mcm tak baik if i didnt go to lab but the perut adalah membuat bunyi mcm guruh and besides i wnt more sleep
hihi
so i went to lab a bit late than normal and managed to get extra 2hrs sleep

today it rains since morning and it get very chilly outside
i like this kind of weather coz it reminds me of winter in melb except tht it wasnt tht cold out here

okla. i wnna sleep early tonight.
u people be good ok.

have a good night.
taa!

p/s : dont forget to click my nuff. apparently ada n fifi is getting kaye-er while i'm still stuck with 25 cents. sobs.

i've stop stalking, maybe you should too

2009-11-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

it never cross my mind tht i'll be one of the possible candidate for stalker out there. i've got nothing juicy tht might interest u stalker out there so why bother stalking me? right?

but i've been stalked and still being stalked.

should i feel happy about it? or should i go beserk? or just keep being indifferent toward them (yes, it is a plural) like i do now?

as long as u keep ur distance, never cross me in real life, i guess you are safe.
so just keep yourself low and minute to my eyes.

anyhoo..how's your weekend lovely people out there? (i'm referring to those who dont plagiarized other's work, who mend their own business and not voluntarily keeping record of who's dating who and who've just broke up or who've just gotten themselves stucked in some cat fight over some guy)
hoh. sounds like gossip girls.

anyway, i hope u lovely people had a good one tho i'm not so sure abt mine.
weekend was just as boring as morning assembly during high school.
did nothing much and the connection to internet been driving me mad.

ok lets not go into tht. luckily tonite it didnt suck tht bad.

i didnt have anything in particular to share. except tht my tummy is bloating and i think all the worms inside are having a party and tht might explain why i always feel hungry.

think i should sleep early today. we might be having a long day tomorrow.
good night, sleep tight.

taa!

ramblings

2009-11-13T15:31:00.004+08:00

1) i am fat. tht is the most depressing thing happening in my life now. i hate looking at my reflection through the mirror and i even hate the fact tht i have to watch wht i'm eating and i dont understand why some people get to eat like hantu raya but still looking slim and gorgeous. damn do they actually eating for the hantu raya or wht? been feeding myself with oats, weetameal biscuits, wholemeal breads, dates, fruits and those tasteless food while in the same time fighting the urge to eat every 30 mins coz i can get very hungry almost all the time. damn. damn. damn.

2) those tasteless foods can actually cost u a lot of money. true enough they didnt cost a bomb but i can actually feed myself my fav doublecheese burger tht taste so much better than the weetameal biscuits and they even in the same price. the differences are tht the burger will finish at once and the calories are so fcuking a lot. damn why do calories even existed in the first place?!

3) i know dieting alone wont be sufficient in my effort to loose some weight. but i am so freaking lazy to move my ass and do some exercises. plus it is very tiring and why cant the fat just burn off while i sit in front of the tv watching my fav show?

4) our project is another annoying thing in my life now. i dont feel motivated to go to the lab anymore. a lot of thing happened and our project is kinda halted at the moment until we get our supply of trypsin. Dr managed to source out some pre-historic trypsin but i was already not in the mood to proceed with inhibitory assay. shall wait till next week.

5) looking at our current situation and progress. graduating next august may seem out of reach. finishing project and thesis by April, yes. but not graduating. ie: attending the convocation, since apparently we need at least 2-3 month for external examiner to mark our thesis and tht will bloody take up a lot of time. i just hope we cant finish everything by february and i couldnt care less with convocation. anyhow, i've attended one before. so no big deal.
(damn. but it is a big deal to me. i wanna wear the square topi coz i didnt wear it before! but the hot weather must cause me to sweat a bucket. hm. tht's one thing to consider tho)

6) i'm broke. i want money. a lot of money.

7) i wanna watch movie and i feel depress coz i didnt know who i should ask to teman me. should i watch alone? i know geng sedut wont entertain me in this matter. ckin is far. busuk got other commitment, 1 day with handbag and 1 day with family i suppose. besides, she must be tired working and weekend is the only time she got to rest. ija, busy with handbag again. hey, is tht all my fren tht i've got? cepat keluar mengaku dan jom pergi bersuka ria. ting! oh, i remember the jengkelmates. yesss...my saviour!

i so wanna watch this
:'(

okla. penat already. as if anyone care. like i freaking care if u dont care wht i care. and if u dont care dont act as if u care. and as far as i'm concern i dont need u to care of wht i care and when i didnt care abt wht u care, dont come and act as if i've got nothing to care.

hahahahah. ape aku cakap ni aku pon tak paham.
eh cop, bile new moon keluar ah?

it's happening every two days and i'm sick of it

2009-11-12T09:41:00.003+08:00

holaaa!

wah sound so cheeriooos (wth is this? dun care) but actually i'm not in a really good mood.
probably bcoz i woke up at the wrong side of the bed tht i forgot to smile this morning and i totally felt indifferent despite tht i was sitting next to a really cute guy all the way from sg buloh to mdvl.
i just dont care even if david beckham sat next to me today. (haha. as if!)

so anyway, few days back. i really felt like buying a new book. yes i've finished reading the heiresses last week and truth is, it took me only 2 days to finish actually. i was so absorbed into it and i totally like the story. thts what makes me want a new reading materials and i already have book tht i aim. but sadly, one book per month. sigh.

whatever. so yesterday, i accompanied nora to some groceries shopping at carefour and jusco. boy it really reminds me of the times when we did all our groceries. buying potato, onions and stuff. going from one shop to another along sydney rd just to compare prices. and normally baity and deva or kmar will have to carry the 5kg potato or onion while i get to carry the green bags which is less..um, i dont know what word i usually use to describe it to baity. hahah.

so anyway, after paying for our stuff, we made our way for a sushi treat. but was stopped on the way out by a salesperson yg jual kitchenware i suppose. at first we refused coz we are in a hurry (the sushi are waiting for us oookies!). but then the person insisted saying tht it will only be a minute (typical excuse) so anyway, we agreed and then he goes on and on and on telling us abt the microwave, air purifier bla bla bla and to make the story short, he gave us some free gift which consist of a car shield and 2 shopping vouchers.

each of us were given 2 vouchers and we opened the vouchers there and then to see the amount we'll get. nora opened hers and she get rm200 each. while i get 1 rm200 and 1 rm888 voucher. the salepersons (2 persons were entertaining us) kept us waiting a while longer when they saw the voucher coz they thot i was one lucky lady of the day since they were told tht the max amount of voucher will only be rm300 but i got rm888. which is very ong to chinese belief. so one of them made a call to their HQ and was confirm tht the voucher is valid.

u dont know wht happen during this time. i've been in this situation before and most of them were scams. dont believe it coz they're all doing this for marketing purpose. usually if people starts saying u r lucky won the most fabulous prize wtf it was all bullshit. so anyway, i never believe in the first place. i was there coz i thot nora wants to listen to them and i didnt wnt nora to think tht jahat nye kama ni dgr kejap pon xnk. tht sort of thing la.

besides, there's this one time me n my mom went out and were approached by a man and given free gift voucher and suddenly start saying tht we've won ourself a microwave if i'm not mistaken and we were expected to collect it in their office in God knows where and when my brother get to knew this, he went beserk and emak telah dibebel kerana terlalu mpercayai since tht time it was famous org kena rompak and tipu etc by this sheme. so this is a real nightmare to me i must say coz if oboy get to know this tht i melayan org jual2 dpt voucher etc, i'll be in deep shit. tht one thing make me cuak like hell yesterday.

then when the salesperson called his HQ to confirm the voucher tht i've received, once again i was cuak like hell coz i talk to the girl on the phone and she ask my name and i couldnt remember the rest but one question really freaks me out. she was asking "akak cuba tgk belakang..(at this sentence i was really made believe thit i was in some rancangan yang mengenakan org like punk'd or bang bang bom wtf i was so freaked out at tht time)..voucher and tgk vip no"...sigh. luckily i'm not in a prank program on tv.

i was so cuak and nora even said tht it was terserlah on my face tht it was reddened. i almost cry u see!! i've already composed every excuse i can find to tell my mom why the hell i was in carrefour and on tv when i said i was out to buy book and on the way home.

after i can guarantee tht we're not on some prank program, we quicky said nevermind and cabut from them. seriously tht was very menakutkan for me and after tht we were laughing mad at wht had happened.

then later went to buy sushi and round2 kejap before we made our way home.
so morale of the story, keep away from org yg jual2 coz u'll freak urself out like i did. (or probably nobody did freak out except me. hahaha)

okla. nk g mkn, babai!

budak yang kekurgan perhatian lagi

2009-11-10T17:16:00.003+08:00

i should stori mori pasal last saturday
sorry la yesterday i cnt bring myself to post any entry coz i was having stomach upset then i slept almost the whole day
sakit perut smpai pening2

kalau dulu perut aku la yang paling otai
sumbat la segala tok nek dlm perut ni sok pagi mesti aku rileks je x terkocoh2 berebut toilet mcm ex-rumet2 aku dulu (identiti terpakse dirahsiakan)
p skrg tidak lagi
mkin mengganas ok. klo nk mkn tu kena pilih2
xleh men sumbat je..jika tidak.
buruk padahnya

so tht was it. i didnt go to uni yesterday coz subuh2 tu lg perut dah start enjin meragam
and nasib baik la jugak x pergi coz turned out tht fifi sakit dada sebab dia bantai makan cili macam makan cikedis smbil tgk tv while ada plak kne g medical check-up
nora plak..hm, die pemalas
hahaha

so tht was it
ok. lets get down to business.

so sabtu tu pagi2 bgun and by 11.40am cmtu aku dh ready dh.
ckin promised to fetch me around 11.30 am p aku bajet dlm 12 la jugak kot since pagi tu die wat gabra x pick up the phone and x answer my sms
then turn out tht she arrive dlm pkul 12.45 cmtu.
nasib la bukan duduk bwh matahari. kalau tak, cair la mekap maybelline aku yang sekilo tu.

at first aku ingt die datang solo so mlm tu aku mmg dh prepare dah map cmne nk g kenduri ni dr umah aku
kire expert la kalau org tny jalan. leh dpt full mark la pendek kata.
skali her cousin ikut jugak but we'll drop her off kt midvalley.

okla. setakat midvalley dr sg buluh. celah gigi je tu.
sap sap soi dh sampai mdvl dengan bantuan highway plus.
kire aku la gps terhebat masa tu.

then lepas drop off her cousin, i thot ckin knew the way to this taman melati
coz ida (ckin's cousin) ade ckp "ayong tau kan bla bla bla jln mlm td bla bla bla".
"a'a tau kot bla bla bla". jawap si ckin.
so aku ingt ok la. xde masalah. ckin tau jalan.

then dari situ bermula la kisah hitam hari sabtu kami

lepas je hantar ida tu, kitorg silap masuk lorong gelap. terpaksa u-turn and pusing lagi midvalley yang sesak macam org tengah tawaf haji tu.
aku bab jalan ni mmg fail sbnrnya
klo ade soklan kertas pandu arah spm tahun 2009. dia tanya cmne nk pergi ampang dr sg buloh. confirm aku lulus cemerlang. ape tu, jaidjiddan ke ape bhse arab die.
p kalo org kata cmne nk pergi ampang dr midvalley. confirm aku hantar kertas kosong je.
pendek kata la, permulaan satu perjalanan mesti bermula dan berakhir dr sungai buloh.
kalau bermula je dari tempat lain. aku x jamin boleh sampai ke destinasi dalam masa yang ditetapkan. silap2 tak smpai terus.
dan itulah yang terjadi kepada kami. partly.
heh.

so lepas pusing2 membazir minyak kt midvalley. jam menunjukkn pukul 1.10pm cmtu
ok xpe. awal lagi ni. 30 min sampai la kn.
mmbe2 dh bising sms call segala bagai so aku senang je jawap
sabar la korg. ckin cirit ni. (hahaha. sorry babe. diorg xkn marah ko sbb ko kn org jauh)

x aci tau diorg2 ni. sumer dok x sabar nk tggu ckin maklumla muke aku ni boleh dikatekn regular la klo bab kawen2 dak svvrs ni. mesti ade je
(kecuali ade la 2-3 yg xde. maap la ye xleh nk dtg.)
so xde sape pon dok rindu2 nk jmpe aku kn
(nyah ija, aku kuciwa ni tau. ko tepon dok tny ckin je. aku yg lapa time tu ko x tny pon)

so anyway, lepas tu aku x tau ape terjadi walaupun aku yg seharusnye bertindak sebagai gps dan aku jugak la yg memegang map kad kawen.
sebab nye dlm map die xtunjuk cmne nk pergi ke jalan genting-klang dr midvalley
dan signbord2 pon xde lgsg mention jln genting-klang
so aku pon suh ckin lalu mane tah yang psti kitorg msuk jln istana, kuar jln pudu, lalu depan puduraya, tung shin hosp, pudu jail, dataran merdeka puhh byk gile la jln pendek kate
dah la jem tahap xleh blah
kitorg dh abes karok brape session smpi satu tahap aku panas dan lapar smpai rase nk tarik2 rambut nasib baik la ckin seorg yang bersabar dan x suh aku turun jalan kaki sebab mesti die lagi stress dgn aku yg jerit2 dlm kete pstu bising2 lapa dan panas dan sedey sebab lambat walhal aku la yang telah membawa die ke jalan kesesatan muahahahah

so lastly kitorg jumpe jalan besar yang aku familiar terus menuju ke jln phg sekali tersilap jln lg kne u-turn pulak pastu jem gile mcm td skali lg aku stress sbb busuk dah call bising2 cakap bile nk sampai org lain dh nak balik aku terus rase mcm nk nangis. hoh. penat nye xde noktah.

pstu last2 setelah mengharung jem yang maha karya cinta eh ape aku merepek maka lepas itu kitorg berjaya menemukan jalan genting-klang.
ahahaha. blom smpai lg. rilek2. kate pon berjam2 perjalanan mcm nk pergi ipoh kn.
so lepas dh konon2 berjaya menemui jalan yang tertera di atas kad kawen.
maka kami berhenti mengisi minyak dan membuang ape2 yang patut.
lalu kami pon meneruskn perjalanan yang ketika itu jam hampir menunjukkan ke pukul 2.30pm
pastu dh jumpe dh stesen lrt taman melati tapi masih silap jugak lagi nampak sgt la aku nye radar gps tgh mengong kerana pada ketika itu aku jua lah yang memegang kad kawen dan aku lah yang silap memberi direction.
heh. gile punye co-driver.

lepas dh silap2 aku terus moody2 tarik2 muke nasib baik x kene hempuk dgn ckin dan ckin dgn bsabar nye telah menemukan jalan kebenaran yang akhirnya kami pon sampai ke destinasi bajet pada pukul 3.00 pm
gile lambat nk mamp

lalu dh smpai ke dewan sekumpulan gadis2 melekit trus bersorak tny apsl kami lambat dan aku dgn condifent nye berkata jgn ditanya, kami dtg dari ipoh ni lalu terus menuju ke meja buffet untuk menceduk nasik dan lauk ayam.

oh sebelum itu mesti la sesi laga2 pipi smbil mengungkit sapa yg kurus sapa yang gemuk
(nasib baik aku tgh lapa jd aku nmpk kurus dan mcm pakai baju pinjam sbb nmpk bju dh membersar. ohok2)
tgh syok2 mkn nasik bole la pulak gadis2 melekit tu meninggalkn aku ngn ckin untuk pergi bgambar dgn pengantin sehinggakan kami tidak ada sekeping pun gmba bersama puan copah tetapi sempat la juga mengimbas memori daun pisang waktu zaman muda remaja. congrats pah!

then x panas pun vont lg. seorg gadis melekit dh kecoh2 ajak blk
biase la die tu mentang2 dh janji nk g karok x pasal2 die bzanji kt tinge aku time tgh aku syok2 mkn ajak g karok n sape suh dtg lmbt kan dh xsempat bla bla bla
dh penat berzanji, pow pulak air sirap aku kan.
tsk2. ni la die perangai budak2 melekit.

so lepas dh salam2 cium2 umpat2 lite2. kitorg pon gerak la blk
maklumla, nk lepak lame2 pon xboleh dh kate dtg lewat kn org pon dh bz nk kemas2 khemah sume. nasib baik kitorg sempat amek nasik silap2 nasik2 pon diorg dh kemas.

then lepas tu. berkarok la kita.
heh. kali ni ke wangsa walk dan tak sesat sebab ada gps baru iaitu zuria n muni. hihi

baru je tempat ni tp manusia humangaih macam semut itam. bersepah2.
ape2 pon bersolat dulu macam biase jamak kan zuhur dgn asar (budak2 sile jgn ikut pe'el gadis2 melekit ni ye) smbil tu aku pon umpat lite2 la ngn gadis melekit bnama busuk tu
then terusla kite memula kan aktiviti karok smpai sakit tekak kt pusat karaoke superstar.

xbest la tempat tu. kitorg dtg berlima tp die bagi bilik kecik walaupun muat tapi x selesa.
best lg mse g kt mines dulu. pegi 3 org tp bilik leh muat nambls org. sorg ujung ni, sorg ujung sane sorg lg tgh2. ebennn..
p best jgak sume dok berkepit mengeratkn silaturrahim smbil nyanyi smpai terkeluar suara itik serati. penat gile.
selang satu lagu berenti rehat smbil meminum ice lemon tea dan pepsi. pastu mkn lak popcorn
mne x buncit perut ni. sigh.

pstu, dh puas melalak kunun2 nk release tension smpai terduduk2 kepenatan kitorg pun pulang tetapi sblum tu sggah jap kt masjid berdekatan untuk menunaikan kewajipan agar perjalanan sentiasa diberkati dan diredhai walaupun baru je sudah melalak mcm nak tercabut anak tekak.
puhh..pnjg lebar penjelasan

pastu kitorg g jj maluri sbb nk fetch ida smbil tu sggah McD pekena sundae ngn double cheese burger perghh sedapnye tak terhingga lalu menyerlahkan kebuncitan aku
pstu ape lagi, balik la aku ke pangkal jalan di sg buloh ini

eh eh. ks bubuh gmba la dulu ye dok

(l-r: ira, ckin, yours truly, buss)
the only pic i have
thx ira for uploading it

gmba tgh karok posing anita sarawak etc sume ade kt ckin n dunno la when she's gonna upload it
ade tu gile posing mcm nk masuk audition mystarz LG je
hahaha.

serious best gile jalan x ingt dunia esp with u babe
missing u already. take care ok.

pastu ahad tu seharian makan nasik kenduri dgn byk gile dan aku rase ini lah penyebab kepada kemeragaman perut aku. bukan aku je, mak pon same. hihih

okla, dh byk aku type ni. org suh wt LR kemain liat lg kn.
kalau tulis blog berjela2 aku wt
tsk2

okla. till then.
be good!

taa!

my weekend

2009-11-08T15:13:00.004+08:00

started off an early weekend since friday
i had such a fantabulous time and still rasa x puas lagi

right before solat jumaat we all terus cabut from lab and i went straight to klcc to meet my kesayangan yang lame gile x jumpa
thought of having lunch kt klcc but since it was lunch hour and org adalah ramai macam semut, we went off to jj maluri and still it was packed with ppl
so terus ke desa pandan and makan je kt secret recipe
i had my usual meatball spagetti and kasturi ape tah for drink while while ckin settled for nasik goreng ape tah with watermelon juice
i thought she's the one who was starving but it turn out tht i finished my meal first and die dok kuis2 mknn.
its ok babe i understand u got a lot..like soo very lot to tell me
spend almost 3 hours there and i must admit tht ur story nearly made me cry
*sigh*
ok i cant comment much on this

so after tht, went to her aunt's place for zohor and asar jamak kn je as usual heheh
then once again we were off to klcc
and watched movie!!
yeay...its been eons since i last watch movie and especially with u babe
and i also have a confession to make
ehem2..this is my 1st time watching movie kt klcc
ohok. jakunnye saye

so wht did we watch?

pisau cukur
hehe

oh my gucci! we had fun watching this tho i must admit tht u can tell tht the whole scene wasnt done on a real cruise
tht part need polishing but other than tht, it was very entertaining
and tht faqir was quite comey
si gigi besi
hihi

then after tht thot wanna lepak2 at starbucks but again, it was full house
but nonetheless, i've got my required dose of ice blended

ok, obviously this is not mine coz i just googled the pic since i was one lazy lady to transfer the pic tht i've jakunly snapped using my cikai handphone
so anyway, tht was it and then ckin's aunt ajak dinner kt luar
i refused at first coz i'm one shy2 cat (ehem2) and i've already bloating with soft drink, meatball and spagetti, popcorns and coffee but kene pakse so i followed la dengan muka tak tahu malu
hehehe

had tomyam seafood, kailan ikan masin, telur dadar, ikan siakap masak tak tahu and lala and air tembikai
i can feel my food on my throat by the time we finished eating
serious buruk makan jadi nya

then as my official driver for the wiken.
ckin sent me home.
thts all for friday. saturday stuff will be in next entry ye

taa!

aku dahagakan kamu...

2009-11-04T19:03:00.004+08:00

wah. skendellicious title.
saje bikin gempak.
jgn la terkejut sgt. saya cuma dahaga kn bahan bacaan je.
dan jugak ice blended :(
ohh..nk sgttt

the other day i told nora (apsl asek2 nora je?) starting this month i'm gonna spend some money on books.
i'm goin to collect books again
i always love reading pon but of course not the academic stuff la kn
mostly the chic lit and just the light stuff
xkuase la saya ini untuk memecahkan kepala utak dengan membaca bahan2 yang berat segala bagai

so this month ie today, i spent almost 2hours ogling the books at mph mdvl smpai mencangkung2 secara tidak sopan and almost duduk je kt lantai looking for book-worth reading
and i found one yg tebal and suits my budget
but i think i can finish this one in less than 1 week

heiresses by lulu taylor
(as if u cant see the above. heh)

i know i have or had the undomestic goddess by sophie kinsella but it went missing
and i almost forgot what else i had before

at first i thot of buying the little black dress series and according to nora, rachel gibson's are highly recommended
but i only found 1 book of hers
the cover, not catchy enough
(ohok2. yes, i judge the book by its cover.heh)

so starting from today. i'm officially a one bizi girl.
i read, i tend my farm(s), i cook at my restaurant and not to mention, i'm a full time student too!
heh.
brilliant, i know. thts the wonder internet (ie facebook) can bring u ;p
ok speaking of restaurant and stuff, my shish kebabs are almost done.
so if u can excuse me..

taa!

dimanakah kedai mohd sulor?

2009-11-03T17:19:00.003+08:00

just now i received another text msg

+6012263****: salam. satu perjumpaan akan diadakan mlm ini slepas isyak di kdai mohd sulor.

sigh. confused.
does anyone knows where the hell is kedai mohd sulor ni.
this person been bugging me to come to this meeting for i-dunno-whtever-reason
wht should i do? reply or ignore?
if i reply, wht should i say?

tumpang tny, ni meeting kelab keceriaan tingkatan 5usaha ke? kalau tunda lepas isyak esok bole? mlm ni saye kne g meeting kelab dam aji la.

or

kedai mohd sulor yg kat simpang empat kampung parit leman ke? jauh la situ. wt meeting dekat2 sikit xleh ke? sblh umah saye ni ke. lapang sket. confirm ramai yg nk join nnt. jiran saye ramai ni. sume dok umah yg sebuah sorg.

but this is damn funny ok. i was tgelak kecil when i read tht msg.
instantly i felt silly coz i was alone waiting for the train and practicing to smile so tht i wont appear sombong and stern (nora pls dont laugh. i know this is stupid). then this msg came up.
trus tgelak2 kejap.

there was a couple of ktm's workers trying to fix something nearby at tht moment and i think they noticed i was smiling like a mad cow then laughing sorg2 serious mcm lembu gile.

wajib kaver mantap dengan membuat2 bodo.

then a few min later i received another msg konon2 nk ajar cmne dpt duit secara mudah.
how la to get instant money?
klo dpt instant money tp sikit aku x nk ye
aku nk dpt byk2 trus. br senang nk enjoy.

pelik betul. why la suddenly dpt msg mcm ini. glemer gile nombor tepon aku ni.

ok. nevermind. jst ignore it coz kedit pon dh semput so xleh la nk merapu rply yg bukan2.

then u know what. aku nyaris menjadii mangsa pencopet semasa didalam kmtr just now.
as usual, i'll sms my mom saying tht i'm done for the day and will call her once i reach kepong etc etc. then i msged nora for a few things and put it in the front pocket of my jeans.

to cut the story short, kmtr came and i went in. since it was delayed, tren was cramped with ppl so i just manage to squeezed myself into the door and ade la mangkuk gemuk belah kanan yg merpersendakan my msg tone (hey. it was eminem and jessica simpsons ok!) and ade pakcik gatal to my left.

gatal coz apsl die mengada2 nk bergerak wt aksi acrobatics dlm tren yg padat sehingga tangan terkena aku twice. klo kene tang situ, aku lempang je ko td. *opss, termarah pule*

then once we reached klsentral ramai ppl kuar including budak gemuk yg annoying dan jugak pakcik gatal. thx god i manage to get a seat. then one cute guy sat next to me and his msg tone was even funnier but of kos i didnt laugh or smirk or whtever coz he was cute and tht would be inappropriate but hey ape aku melalut ni and tht was not wht i wnna tell.

ok get back on track.

then of kos la aku bukak beg sndang tu sbb mcm dojob a plak duduk xbukak beg sandang kan then there i saw my front compartment dh tbukak. damn. berderau darah i okkk.

terus check isi kandungan beg. ok luckily, nothing missing coz there was jst some pens, markers, my student id and a pack of tissue, compact powder, lipgloss and haiyooo..also got my thumbdrive and my usb modem. nasib baik jugak i didnt put my hp back in tht compartment.

sigh. klo hilang yg last tu, mati la hamba.

ouh. i didnt tell u ek yg i've switch to another broadband plan yg pakai usb. ala..maxis jugak p pakai usb modem.

okla. penat already eventhough we did nothing pon kt lab td.
wanna play cafe world kt fb
tata!

P/S: nampak tak i dh bubuh ads nuffnang kt atas header tu. ape lg, my lovely readers yg tak seberapa ramai, click2 la ek ads tu. korg sume cumel2 kn? hihihi. ilebu allllsss

helo. wrong number kah?

2009-11-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

received a text message from an unknown number just now

+012263****: satu perjumpaan akan diadakan di kdai pak mat sulor slepas isyak

tsk..musykil aku
perjumpaan ape lak ni
sejak bile aku bkecimpung dlm arena perjumpaan2 ni
aku ade sign up parti ape2 ke?
seingat aku, parti tupperware pon aku x pnah join

ni br msg ajak wt meeting.
blom lg yg call tny pasal amir
tah mane2 pny amir la agaknye
yg member si amir ni plak kekdg terlebih prihatin
smpai bini amir pon die tny
mne la aku ade simpan si amir ngn bini die
*sigh*

P/S: len kali kalau nk blnje makan free baru aku layan ye. klo setakat nk tny mne amir atau wt meeting, simpan je la kdt tu. sini bukan kaunter pertanyaan. sekian.

ohh finally..

2009-11-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

yeah baybeeee...
finally i manage to drag myself and finish up the LR
*tepuk2 bahu*

tapi adalah ingin dimaklumkan yang aku tak tahu ape yang aku taip di 2muka surat terakhir literature review tersebut
adalah terasa seperti menaip sampah

no flow
not coherence
in short, doesnt make any sense
(maybe inilah yg akan dikatakan oleh Lecturer english kt intec if diorg bce LR aku)

xpe la..janji siap
esok luse kalau aku menemui sinar kerajinan
aku akan menokok nambah ape yang patut
memang sepatutnya aku menambah2 seperti menambah nasik ke pinggan memandangkan Dr mintak LR to be 20-30 pages long
tapi aku ade cukup2 je 20 pages
and tht includes 2 pages of reference
hakhakhak

aku dah gatal sgt nk print
thts y pale ini rase seperti tidak mampu untuk menulis apa2 lalu menekan punat print di screen
(will tht be an excuse?)

okla. aku nk kemas2 brg.
nk tido.

taa!

P/S I: i never knew u. but i bet u r a nice person. u made my friend happy and i really appreciate tht. guess God loves u more. semoga kamu bersemadi dengan aman, ditempatkan dikalangan org yang beriman. Alfatihah.

P/S II: be strong ok syg. i'm here if u need me. anytime. love u. remember, u r not alone.

beauty in ugly

2009-11-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

i almost forgot how beautiful this song is
used to like this song soooo very much
sangat memberi semangat esp kepada aku yg sedang sangat huduh berkerak
way to go ugly bettyyyyy!
(pompuan tu nk depress nape nye. duit die berkepuk kot.)

Jason Mraz - The Beauty inUgly

she's so big hearted,
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we're made to think
its a pretty person's world

but you are beautiful and you better go show it
so go look again, you gotta be true to your own
if you really wanna go to the top
do you really wanna win?
DON'T BELIEVE IN LIVING NORMAL, JUST TO SATISFY DEMAND

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart and all
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly

well you are fresh, you're face is fabulous
don't forget you're one of a kind
when nobody is checking the deeds you've done
and nobody is hearing your cries
YOU MAKE ALL OF THE FASHION STATEMENTS JUST BY DRESSING UP YOUR MIND

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart and all
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
and see the beauty in ulgy

well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart and oh
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
SEE THE BEAUTY IN UGLY

300th post

2009-10-31T15:52:00.002+08:00

nothing to blog

not feeling well
tekak pahit and tawar and payau..wutever u call it
kepala mcm kt outer space
perut sebu dan sakit

demam dikala redflag
nk mkn panadol ke x ni?

tdo je la
taa!

i need motivation

2009-10-29T09:23:00.002+08:00

motivation, where are you?
sigh. desperately need some.

tahukah anda bahawa sekarang sudah hujung bulan 10?
which means i only have 2 months to settle lab works
but a lot of things have been holding us back
sempatkah mahu menyiapkn sebelum bulan 1 ni?

grr..gigil.

motivation. motivation. motivation.

i need motivation to finish up my literature review.
i've completed abt 98% but cant bring myself to write up the other 2%
apsal la aku ini malas sangat?

then i should start on chapter 1 and chapter 3 of dissertation
seriously this is killing me
malas, pls go away.

p/s: kalau pergi karok pakai baju kebaya, mcm kabaret sangat ke?

new layout..

2009-10-28T20:55:00.001+08:00

hola.
how are u wonderful people?
hope everyone's doing great.

what do u think of my new layout?
ada cun ka?

this may not be permanent.
just bear with this even if it is an eye sore.
but i kinda like this layout.
bole perasan comey!
hiks

okla.
sakit kepala la.

taa!

just a quickie

2009-10-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

firstly.
yeay..i'm back with internet.
will update with more detaisl if i've got the time.

secondly.
i promised myself i'll be happy
i'll stay positive
but things didnt go my way.
sad la like this
:(

thirdly.
i thot i'm gonna put everything behind
again, we'll not gonna get everything tht we want
sigh. this is painful. very painful.

i really need some positive vibes
just to keep me alive.
seriously :(

marah sgt!!

2009-10-21T13:29:00.001+08:00

heyyyyyyyy
apsl sume tak kene je niii

aku punye bersemangat wt protected entry smpai dh agak cool skali blogspot aku cm prob xleh edit html and xtau ape yg salah or maybe aku je yg vodo xreti wt but wtf tolongla jgn cari masalah skrg serious aku x recover lg dr kemarahan td and skrg ko plak nk wt hal ye blog tsk ni yg rse nk kuarkn lagi carut marut.

damn!

aku rase mcm nk pukul org sekarang

EDITED: now background aku pon dh jd putih. apsl tetibe je ni weyy. ni yg aku btul rase nk marah (read: mcaruts)sgt2.

seriously pissed off

2009-10-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

i cant really described what i felt just now
totally pissed off tht i think i might be jailed for a murder

do u know what make planet earth is such a cruel place to live?
it is full of BITCHES and SON OF A BITCH

FUCK LA

i need a protected entry skrg

bye

bengkak itu susut akhirnya

2009-10-21T02:01:00.001+08:00

hm. wonder where should i start.

to whom it may concern,
thx for today. i didnt expect to spill it to you this way.
somehow, i felt relieved. felt like all the burden in my chest has disappeared.
i hope its permanent.

i dont really know wht u've come to known so far.
after all its not important.
but i wonder who told u
the curiosity ticks me even more now.
come to think abt it, ramai la my pen-stalker?

hohoho
here i thot i'm the best stalker in town
and it seems tht even the best stalker, been stalked too
hahaha

ok. its not funny.
i should, or must quit stalking. not good.

okla. gotta go.
i woke up to do LR but end up eating kerepek bawang and merepek here..
sigh.

p/s: no more nightmare tonight. is that a sign? i hope its a good one :)

EDITED: MEK, ORG DH TAU! STALKER ORG TU POMS JANGOK TU EK?

i need an eraser..

2009-10-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

aku dh padam
bukan sume. masih bersisa.
tengah mencari kekuatan utk memadam semua nya.

aku cakap kt nora aku dah takde apa2
tp sebenarnye ada apa2 jugak
tp pagi ni aku rasa betul la aku tak nak apa2 dah

aku penat!

kadang2 aku rasa aku nk. kadang2 aku rasa tak nak.
kadang2 aku tak tahu pon ape tujuan aku.

senang cite, kalau tak suka org buat camtu kat kita, baik jangan wt camtu kat org.
akhir kata, selamat tinggal.

p/s: ni la jd nye bile aku kekurgan perhatian. aku xbole berkompromi.

tak dapat gi konsert, layan youtube pon jd la

2009-10-15T12:06:00.001+08:00

haha.
kesian gile tajuk kn.

suke suke suke suke suke
sangat suke lagu ni
beyonce sgt best!

enjoy~~

i'm officially deprive of attention

2009-10-13T20:20:00.002+08:00

hola!
just now after logged in to blogspot, i saw ada's new entry's title.
something abt merajinkn diri. we are all freaking out since nora finally finished her literature review but 3 of us still di takuk lame. well atleast ada n fifi are way ahead of me with dunno maybe 8-10 pages while aku msih lagi kaput with 1and 1/2 pg. die la like this.

normally i'll arrive at the lab around 9.10-9.30 am and tht can still be considered as early coz not many people has come what more started doing their work. but nowadays, things arent like wht they used to be. now even if i arrive at 8.50 am, other people are already concentrating on their project and hell, i'm freaking out. where did everyone get the spirit and why the hell aku sgt malas macam lipas?

well, even lipas pon rajen nowadays. mybe i'm malas like koala. but atleast koalas are cute.

just now i promised myself to do literature review once i got home since we all cabut early from lab. but knowing emak, after fetching me she'll definitely has somewhere to go. so kitorg g mkn cendol and rojak la. then beli barang la. g pasar malam la. and i finally home just in time for spongebob.

then terus continue tgk sinetron merapu and tertido pulak. so tell me how can i merajinkn diri? i'm surrounded with distractions. (alasan)

oh oh. i forgot one thing. last night it was raining super heavy. guruh petir kilat mcm berpesta. electricity byk kali trip and tgh2 guruh kuat gile i dunno la whether oboy or iwan or ayah on kn blk. very bhy. but i already praying hoping tht nothing bad's happening. yela, everywhere cerita pasal kemusnahan alam itu ini. knowing tht i still havent repent myself on the bad things tht i've done, aku teruslah berdoa semoga Allah ampunkn dosa and kalau nk matikan aku, biarlah aku mati dalam keadaan beriman kepada Allah dan Rasul. oh and not to forget, did u know tht one of the best time to berdoa is while it is raining heavily. so aku pon bdoa semoga bertemu jodoh dgn org yang baik2 dan bahagia dunia akhirat. hihi. sempat tu.

but since i was very takut, aku berdoa dalam keadaan berbaring dan berselubung dlm selimut. does my prayer count? macam tak ikut adab berdoa je kn?dah la mcm mamai. pstu bole plak sms2 org time tgh2 guruh tu and bertelipon. mcm tak sedar je tgh petir kilat sume.

kids, pls dont do this at home. okie?

okla. wanna take my bath and try doing my work.
rajin rajin rajin rajin (repeat till 44x)
amin.

taa!

kisah tentang kemalasan

2009-10-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

hola!how's everyone doing today?
hope everyone's doing ok la ek

today went to lab as usual. we need to load the samples in the freeze dryer. dont ask why we are still freaking freeze drying the samples. makes my blood go upstairs only.

i'm counting the blessing hoping tht we can finish everything by december. everything means labworks. thesis i think i can manage somehow tho i'm still stucked with 1page of literature review since b4 raya even tho the deadline dah lame bkulat.

ok. wht else should i talk abt eh?
seriously i've no idea

oh, sorry for not updating since bulan puasa. been..very malas. heh. ok i know not many people reading this blog anyway kn. so ala, bukan ade yg kesah ye dok?

but i think i'll keep this blog alive la by updating from time to time. sayang la nk close. besides, i've got juicy stuff to blog before this year ends. heh. sexcited i!

okla, u people take care ok. and stay out of trouble.

lotsa love.
taa!

pls someone slap some senses to my face

2009-10-11T09:57:00.002+08:00

i'm so freaking lazy
so much to do and yet here i am. waking up early just to play farmville and wasting time stalking whoever i can get my hands on. i am one creepy fella, i know.
pardon me.

sigh. the day just started and i already whining abt everything. apesal la aku ini seperti tiada mende berfaedah yang boleh aku lakukan.

lain kali jangan stalk org, nanti mood akan spoil
lain kali jangan stalk org, nanti mood akan spoil
lain kali jangan stalk org, nanti mood akan spoil
lain kali jangan stalk org, nanti mood akan spoil
lain kali jangan stalk org, nanti mood akan spoil

or kalau nk stalk pon, stalk bile dh nak tdo. if x puas ati, boleh terus tdo.

serious aku gigil skrg ni. mood nak wt literature review yang dh berkurun tertangguh pon tak datang. aku rase seperti ingin berhenti belajar dan kerja jadi kelindan lori la.
lori tak best la pulak.

ok, aku rase seperti ingin berhenti belajar dan kerja jadi kelindan kapal terbang.
ok, sounds better.

cepat la tghari, aku nk g wondermilk and tengok design cuppies.

korang wat keje berfaedah ok. jgn jadi macam aku. pemalash lipash. due date dh lame aku langgar.

okla, i've got to go now. but before that, here i present you one vidclip. enjoy!

hola!

2009-10-09T11:47:00.001+08:00

wah.
lame nye x update.
dh bersawang.

okla nnt2 la tulis pnjg2.

(entry vodo. xyah tulis pn xpe ye dok?)
haha.

bye

when i'm giving up

2009-08-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

hatiku lelah
jiwaku pasrah
aku kini hanya berserah
.......
berhenti mengharap

salam Ramadhan buat semua muslimin dan muslimat
semoga dengan kehadiran Ramadhan yang cuma seketika dapat dimanfaatkan sebaiknya

selamat berpuasa =)

serabut

2009-08-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

haih.
too much happened so far in this year. should i consider this year as a suwey year? still have four months left before 2009's over. should i give it a chance?

feel like giving up.

i never wish for you to come to my life. what's more if ur presence just to provoke my thin serenity. i'll wave the white flag so you'll know u won this fight.

if u wish to see me crumble and fall. i already did long time ago. it just that i never show since whats left was pretty limited and thts what keep me going.

i tried not to regret what i've decided because of you. i've had enough. and i dont wish for more.

.sigh.

- i wish i can disappear to a far away land-

antara cinta dan keinginan untuk memiliki..

2009-08-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

..ur choice.

i'm still in doubt. how to differentiate between the two?
u tell me..

anyhoo..life's pretty much the same. i was a lil bit out of mood yesterday. was quite the whole day and i starve myself. slept and played game all day. today i felt ok coz perut nmpk like kurus a bit. heh.

i should be drinking plenty of water. whats with the current issues with H1N1 sume n lots of people getting sick. so water is one of the preventive measure u can adopt. minum byk2 smpai mabuk k.

oh now, hari sedang hujan dengan lebatnya and i'm happily online. janganla kene sambar petir modem tu. mamp kne marah ngn oboy.

then what eh? project? hm..menyedihkn. lot to tell la. i''ve been so stressed out lately coz of project. how to finish on time if things continue this way. seriously i felt helpless.

eh, guruh semakin menjadi2. i better log off now.

take care and have a great day people.

taa!

kisah tentang melayan blues

2009-08-15T11:42:00.002+08:00

Tak pernah terpikir olehku
Tak sedikit pun ku menyangka
Kau akan pergi tinggalkanku sendiri

Begitu sulit ku menyangkal
Begitu sakit ku rasakan
Kau akan pergi tinggalkanku sendiri

#
Di bawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
Kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
Sungguh ku tak sanggup ini terjadi
Karna ku sangat cinta

##
Ini lah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
Jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
Hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan kasih

Satu jam saja ku telah bisa
Cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupakanmu
Butuh waktuku seumur hidup

Satu jam saja ku telah bisa
Sayangi kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupakanmu
Butuh waktuku seumur hidup

Di nantiku

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Satu jam saja ku telah bisa
Cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupakanmu
Butuh waktuku seumur hidup

Satu jam saja ku telah bisa
Sayangi kamu di hatiku
Namun bagiku melupakanmu
Butuh waktuku seumur hidup

kisah tentang ketiduran

2009-08-12T03:27:00.003+08:00

hoh. bloody hell. (ops, excuse my language pls)

its 3.27 am in the morn and i'm wide awake. i should be sleeping at this very moment but jst have to wake up to harvest my pumpkins in Farmville. again, bloody hell. wonder how did i end up attached to this game. sigh. and i miscalculated the time my pumpkins will masak. should have woke up an hour later. nevermind la. long time never update this blog also.

so, so. what should i rant abt today?

damn i got a lot to tell but seriously i dont feel like typing. if u wnt me to story, i cnt tell all tht happened in 5min. as fast as the shinkansen.

oh damn. i wanted to write but i need to transfer pic. but damn lazy. and i dont see any point writing craps at this hour. oh vodo. ape tujuan aku bukak blog time ini tapi tidak mahu menceritakan apa2. i need ample time to write. and sekarang adalah rasa seperti ingin tidur sahaja.

malas la nk update. hahah. kesian sape bukak blog tp tiada cerita pon sebenarnya.

hiks.

taa!

kisah tentang ketahuan

2009-08-10T21:28:00.002+08:00

hoh.

penatnye meng-edit post2 lame. and also, i've got tonnes of stories to tell (as if anyone would care to read. heh. sukatijiwaraga aku le). see if i've got the mood to type okies.

been very malas lately. i just want to berkebun and sleep. labwork? what thts? currently, i dont remember having tht word in my mental dictionary. and food. craving for yummylicious food. but apakah makanan yang lazat dan berbalaoi2 utk dimakan scr tamak? nothing came to mind.

hoh.

tetibe i'm missing malar. come back faster malar. and lets go drink coffee till mabuk. then u can cook me (ape ko slalu masak ek?) .. hm, baked macaroni la. feel like eating hot creamy cheesy baked macaroni la plak. and yoplait peach mango yogurt. :'( i miss Victoria. and Max Bren.ner. and Lygon St.

oh rindu..

kisah tentang menggantikan dan digantikan

2009-08-02T14:30:00.005+08:00

howdy peeps?
:D

finally, pc fair coming to an end. today is the last day kn? and i heard tht they run out of plastic cover tang keybod tu. huh, sape la yg borong till i didnt have a chance to own one?

anyway, went out to join the crowd last friday. very bersemangat till memonteng lab. at first, planned to go there with the rest of geng sedut just to survey the price but since emak had given the money, might as well beli terus. since aku adalah penakut membawa duit merata2. i brought along my bouncer to pc fair.

promised them to meet up at Dome around 11 but then i'm the one who arrived 1st so masuk je terus dlm and melihat2 bersama oboy. truth was, when emak gave me the money, i felt reluctant to buy a new laptop. suddenly i was feeling so sedey and nearly cried in front of emak. but i managed to fight back the tears and emak marah saying tht, if nk beli, beli je. thts what money are for. so u tell me la..how am i not to love her? ayah kt tepi dh sengih2 hampir tergelak melihat drama pagi. so sebelum emak amek blk duit, i rushed out the door terus nek kete oboy and off we go. heh. nampak sgt la aku ni malu2 payed. gatai ek?

so dh ronda2 almost all floor we all naik blk to i dunno level brape but i still couldnt make up my mind. all i know is i wnt a small laptop and i really wouldnt mind the specs. but since nora has already enlightened me with how-to-choose-laptop-with-good-specs, so i thot it
shouldnt be a problem la. but it was worse. maklumla, pergi dgn oboy, die mestila nk cepat je. i asked for opinion but he said depends la, if suke amek je. i wanna know whether it's good or not. klo suke, sume pon suke. viao rm7k pon suke kott..

since we arrived at different time, i only had a chance to meët nora ada fifo ista and zz ek? just for a while. itu pon bertembung depan lift. sorry guys, i was in a hurry and muke adalah seperti tahi coz i really dont know which one to buy :(. itu pon boleh mendatangkan monyok. pelik kn aku? so with muke semasam cuka i dragged my feet from one booth to another and nearly yelled at few people yg konon2 membantu pembeli2 dekat booth2 laptop itu coz they are soooo fcuking annoying. kau tak nampak ke aku tengah serabut tak tahu nk beli yang mana. bole pulak ko kacau2 sesi aku tgh berfikir kn.

so oboy said lets have a drink first and think outside. kire jauh dr org2 yang berkerumun. so ok la, after a bottle of mineral water priced at rm2.30 (gile cekik darah! beli kt ko-op um br 70sen sebotol), i came to a conclusion but still muka adalah seperti tahi. coz i really dont know whether i'm making the right choice or not. but itu baru decide brand ape. belum decide yg mana nk beli. mana la tak mengundang keserabutan. later on must decide on what colour some more. haih, serious serabut i tell you.

then finally, i settled for this baby. :D

at first glimpse, i fall in love with this brown colour. it got this mahal-look which drools me. but later on when org booth tu tanya for the last time what colour i wnt, i choose white. at tht moment i was thinking tht, enough la with masculine look. brown=masculine, no? coz my old laptop pon colour black+silver which is very the macho. so now i wanna be girly girlie..so pilih la white. (lucky didnt chose pink. very the geli2 i tell u). then bila dh nk turun bwh untuk balik, oboy tny, apsl tetibe tuka putih? waaaa...i felt like crying. i asked him before, what colour should i buy, he said up to me. then when i ask for white he didnt say anything. now i feel menyesal pilih putih :( .tsk. nevermind la. colour je kot :(.

then ok la, after jalan2 in lower level and bought tah ape2 benda lg tah. we went home.

then last nite, another sketsa kehidupan happened.

i already transferred the necessary folder from my old laptop. then i gave the old laptop to dora. as i mention before, tht old lappy is still in good condition, apart from the kipas is not functioning well and thus will mati tiba2. other than that, tht laptop is very bagus and i think can tahan another 2-3 yrs.

so while handling the laptop, i remind her. 'jaga tau laptop ni' (air mata dh bergenang). then when she left my room. i cried like there's no tomorrow. i felt like i'm losing a precious gem. and i felt like there's a hollow inside my heart. exaggerating, i know. but thts what really happen last nite.

so i went to see emak. at first i was ok then all of a sudden i burst into tears again, only to shock her. emak tny what happen. so i said la i felt so sedih coz i already gave dora my old laptop. emak said she knew la..i already mention tht i'll give the old one to dora. so whats my prob. i said la i cant see my laptop leaving me and i continue crying till batuk2 and nearly muntah2. how teruk is tht?

emak said la, if i really like tht laptop then why i wanna buy a new one. i didnt answer. gile ke mau jawap yang my real intention of getting a new laptop is to play farmtown? mati aku kena belasah sat g. last nite i regret buying this new laptop but of course i know its not good. if my new laptop knows abt this, definitely it will be sad. aku gile kn? u know what, i sometimes think tht my barang2 can some how have feelings. they'll be happy when i'm happy and treat them nicely and they'll feel sad if i curse or marah2 them. so dont worry new laptop. i'll love u just as much i love the old laptop of mine. tho, none can replace my old laptop. sayang ku tidak boleh dibelah bahagi. eceyy... now u understand rite why i said i'm such a sentimental girl.

you see, tht laptop been with me for nearly 5yrs. all these while, he's been my truest friend, my companion, be with me when i'm sad and lonely and even when i'm happy. how can i not love tht laptop? tho i was so kasar and penah jugak hentak pukul etc2, tht laptop xpernah merungut (gile ke? if die merungut, mati kejung aku sbb terkejut). we had many memories together. thts why i said its hard for me to leave it or for it to leave me. we had some kind of bonding. (ok, i know i'm a weirdo). damn, my eyes bergenang even while typing this. sigh.

so last nite, i cried like org mati laki till i fell asleep. kne tinggal pon xteruk macam ini i tell u. then when i woke up this morning, my mata all swollen and a bit hurt. so sume org pon nampak la and they all laugh at me. sedey i tell u. but of course, no one will understand. all this while, i always leave tht laptop on to teman me tido. and sometimes, the first thing i'd do when i woke up is to switch on my laptop and men2 tenet. almost 90% of my activity revolve around tht laptop. its like i've been clinging to it all this while. and now, we have to be separated. damn sedih!

okla, malas nk story pnjang. make me feel sad only :(
till later

taa!

kisah berjimba menjadi sadis

2009-07-29T15:27:00.002+08:00

yesterday was one hell of a day for me and some of my buddies. went to the lab happily in the morning and end up doing nothing except for a discussion with Dr in the afternoon. went out early for lunch as usual and had 1cup of free indocafe beforehand.

then later after finished discussion, once again i feasted myself with indocafe secara tamak but dengan cover2 malu. went there (kps) with ada n fifo since nora was fasting. ada had 2cup while fifo had three. myself? i had four..tamak gile konon thristy like hell la kn.

oh sebelum itu, after lunch ada and fifo already felt sick and both of them thought tht maybe it was caused by the yee mee that we all had. but i was ok and it didnt surprise me if tht was true since i've known as perut tahan lasak all this while. so both of them threw up and has to eat asam mangga while watching some performance tarian by 4 groups of i dont know la maybe some representatives of 4 states for pesta tarian malaysia.

then after drinking secara tamak before going back, all of us started feeling uneasy again. while deciding where to berjimba, fifo made a trip to API to collect his laptop and once again ada threw up. i dont know abt fifo but i started feeling nauseas already. but i tahan je and i kept quite all the way to the curve. ouh, lupa to mention tht nora and kisah centa pertama went to lowyat and later we meet up at ikano and we fetch istajib at 12th cllge then only headed to the curve.

this was my 2nd time meeting istajib and now only had a good chance to talk to him properly and i think our meeting was spoiled by a series of kisah duka. hiks. sori la u had to tahan ur ears and eyes and witness all of us go beserk and sick along the road.

then when we reached ikano, all of us felt ok a bit and i did threw up a lil and thts really help a lot. so while waiting for waktu berbuka, we all jalan2 at ikano and mengumpating all the way. then headed back to ikea coz ada wanted to buy wall clock. actually, we are going there coz we wanted to had the meatballs but nora tak nak saying tht nanti tak kenyang. ya la, must follow her tekak since she's the one who fast and kesian la if she betul2 tak kenyang nnt. so we were thinking of going to domino but dunno where the nearest one and lastly had to settle for kfc. cheh, g jejauh mkn kepsi last2. x best..x best..

ouh, petang tu actually i wanted to go to william. ada had already called her along to ask for direction but then her along tak kasi went there coz he said tht that place is dirty and u can see cik ti running everywhere. so baity, there goes our harapan to eat there. megat surely wont eat at such a place.

then okla, go makan kfc kt tesco. jalan kaki a bit from ikano and i ordered kfc twister. after two bites, i cant go on anymore. mengumpat and mengutuk and mengeji like there's no tomorrow and drink banyak gile air gas perisa strawberry and i totally forgot tht my stomach not feeling ok. then later dh puas mengumpat we all decided to go back.

fifi very baik hati decided to send me home and masuk je kereta, i started feeling nauseas again. sampai lupa jalan mana nak amek blk sungai buluh. sampai tersesat till kepong and had to make a u-turn in front of complex fajar. sori fifo :(.

then i couldnt tahan anymore, nasib baik ada beli plastic ikea tho at first i ckp xyah la beli. save the environment and money and pegang je brg tu. i threw up in the car :(. memule while we were still in kfc, i felt the pressure rising inside my stomach and i told them not to make jokes coz i might end up terkentut kt situ. lagi la mereka galak membuat kelakar and nasib baik tak terkentut. i bet nanti bukan kentut yang keluar, but muntah. euww...

so along the way home, i threw up in the plastic bag and felt very sakit macam dunno la how to describe. badan feel menggeletar and lemah like sawi busuk. and when we nearly reach home in front of petronas, ada also kenot tahan hearing me muntah like org mabuk todi so she pun had to throw up. fifo had to make an emergency stop betul2 depan petronas tu and all 3 of us muntah mcm org br lepas minum2 mse clubbing. luckily istajib survived. then lps dh berhenti almost 10min kot. we were on the road again.

smpai je umah, ada and fifo berselang seli masuk toilet to muntah. i already terlepek kt kerusi like sawi busuk. i think i had enough of my share to threw up tho i still feel tht something is tersekat kt my chest. so we all rest a bit la before all three of them went back to um. lepak lame jugak till emak balik from mengaji, buatkn air teh o and mkn beger and roti canai even tho takde sape yang lalu nak makan pon actually and ada had a chance to played with payed. wah itu kucen, jmpe pompuan je mule la nak tunjuk manje tahap dewata raya. menggedik. tah perangai sape la yang itu kucing ikut. tsk.

then at around 11.20 they all went back and i took a bath and went straight to bed. then at 2.40 am, i woke up again coz my stomach upset and couldnt sleep. i had to go to the toilet twice to muntah but still rasa xsedap. kenot sleep till 4 am. and when the alarm finally berbunyi at 6.40 am, i cant woke up for lab. sgt tak larat.

now i still menggigil2 like drug addict and my breathing is heavy. could it be tht we were poisoned by tht indocafe? or could it be tht yee mee+indocafe+air gas = bad combination? i dont know. but for me, no more indocafe and yee mee after this. u make me feel like sawi busuk! i hate yeww!!

okla, wanna rest a bit. kepala pusing2. till then peeps.

taa!

kisah basi hari jemaat aritu

2009-07-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

actually this is one very memalukn story. happened to me last friday.

ok its like this la. u guys know la kn tht my laptop has been giving me headache since i dont know when la but it becomes more severe nowadays tht i cant play farmtown with peace (i actually typed peace as peach. duh. my spelling getting worse la). will definitely turn off by itself after approximately 5min when i'm on tht game. so to avoid frustration having to give up harvesting jobs especially when i was assigned to harvest a whole lot of pumpkins or blueberries or onions or pineapple (wtf i type all crops here as if anyone cares abt them). so i borrowed oboy's. been borrowing his for almost a month already. and will only return back whenever he's at home and wnts to use it lah.

so lst friday, as usual i borrowed his laptop again right after i came home from lab. then after finish playing at around magrib time i wanted to return the laptop back to his room la. and at tht time he's already home from work. being one very bersopan santun girl tht i am, i knocked the door twice. business-like. but from outside i could hear oboy's voice. probably talking to the phone. so after knocking, i went straight inside la.

then..... jeng jeng jenggggg

yes oboy was talking to the phone but someone else was in tht room too. daym. i was looking like a very serabai maid with my hair all over my face and there he was...sitting there and i swear i saw he's smiling at me as if i was one of the psychopath escaped from tanjung rambutan. oh, btw, he's one of my childhood friends. we used to go mengaji at the same place before and now he's getting taller and a lil..(dengki xmo ckp byk) bit good-looking la. probably his height tht's making him looks attractive (dengki lagi skali).

ok, as if my serabai dressing is not humiliating enough, just hear this. as i enter the room, i automatically said 'ehh..oppss'..(luckily i wasnt shouting like a real psychopath with mad cow disease) and tht sounds a lil bit cute (masuk bakul angkat pakai kren). so to cover malu tak kan nk keluar pulak so masuk je terus dalam, act professionally dan quickly put the laptop on oboy's desk and quickly leave the room. but the worst part issssss....my seluar is terkoyakkkk.

vodo betulllllllllllll.......

i was wearing this 3/4 tight and t-shirt cantik which i made into t-shirt tdo coz its very comfy and the tight has long been terkoyak but survive from being thrown away by emak coz i've warn her tht i so syg tht tight. actually, i have 3 of them, 2 black and another pair is grey. all 3 pon terkoyak and eventho emak has threatened to buang them, i never had any initiatives to sew them. saying tht..alaaa, bukan ade org len nampak pon suar aku terkoyak.

so last friday, i received the balasan anak yang degil.

thus, realizing (luckily i remembered tht my seluar is tkoyak while entering the room) tht my seluar is terkoyak. i made a very small langkah but quickly and oboy must be thinking why his adik so gedik jalan langkah terkepit like tahan kencing. damn humiliating!!

vodo number two..

then when i leave the room i said to myself. never mind, its not like i'm gonna see tht guy again. just being positive la kan. buttttt...he came u know! on saturday ke smlm i didnt remember and at tht time i just came back from groceries shopping with emak. and he was berborak2 with oboy outside the house. damn la. of course i have to lalu in front of him to get into the house. luckily this time around i'm sure tht my seluar dh tak terkoyak anymore.

so after all this tragedy, did i insaf? noooo..tiada nye aku nk jahit or nk buang seluar2 kesygan ni kn. dasar lazy bum btul. so today, i'm wearing another black tight yg terkoyak jugak. bwahahaha.

so whats the morale of the story?
1) wears ur terkoyak pants and be ready to get humiliated if ur so lazy to sew them.
2) comb and tie ur hair nicely eventho u r at home. u never know someone else might be at ur home other than ur family member yg dh get use to ur serabai style.
3) act like a pro. malu pun but still kena act mcm tak tahu malu. eh..what i mean is, pandai2 lah cover if dh kemaluan tu

so itu je. u guys take care n remember not to memalukan diri sendiri ok.
till then

taa!

kisah suatu wiken

2009-07-26T19:02:00.002+08:00

wah. how come its sunday already?
i havent had a real rest (read: sleep) yet. sigh. tomorrow must repeat the same activities and will be very tired only. pls dun bersungut till senggugut coz this is life. what do u expect? just deal with it ok? lempang nk? (apsl aku bermonolog tp seperti emo yang tidak berkesudahan?)

actually, i had a prob just now. regarding my new number. i cant wait to use it tho already promise nora to start using it tomorrow. i thot i wanna transfer my kdt to new number but was prohibited in doing so since the balance in the phone should be atleast rm4 after transferring the kdt. and the min amount to transfer is rm5. must also consider the transfer charge of 50sen. ok fine. i cant transfer the kdt.

so wht did i do? i msg all my frens hoping tht i'll still have abt rm5 or atleast rm3 till tomorrow. some more, byk mana la sgt member2 aku kn. but alangkah terkejut badaknya aku coz after i'm done sms-ing my friends, i was left with rm2. bwahaha. mmbe2 yg secipot ini sudah menelan kdt ku sbnyk ~rm7. y cant i jst leave a msg thru ym or our yahoo group? pendek btul akal aku skrg ni. tsk3.

so anyway, abaikan. and as for tomorrow, nora jst reminds me tht we have to read journal and daym, i havent look for it yet. seriously i think i'm suffering from short term memory loss. i remember abt it lst 2 days but totally forgot abt it within 48hrs. i reckon ants should be blamed for all this forgetfulness i'm having right now.

hm, wht else should i rant abt eh?

oh yes! i read the newspaper today. (a round of applause pls).
(pls dont ask abt the hot news occuring nowadays coz i didnt pay much attention to it except for intisari rancangan and hot pick for this month-buku2 cerita)
and daym i think i must do some amendment to my current book-wishlist.

here are some of the books i'm aiming to own right now.

my sister's keeper - jodi picoult
twenties girl - sophie kinsella
the story of edgar sawtelle - david wroblewski
the host - stephanie meyer

but tht book, the host, i've already downloaded it from 4shared but up till now, still couldnt find time to read. if i got a copy, i'll be more bersemangat to finish it. heh.

okla, mybe if i'm rajen, i'll look for the books online since now kenot watch cd, probably can spend the time reading. (hoh, bce bahan berilmiah femalash lipash kau ye)

k la, tired la. plus very sleepy. the typical syndrome gendang gendut tali kecapi.
till then.

taa!

tade tajuk. sila pikir sendiri.

2009-07-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

i feel like writing something worth reading. but nothing comes to mind. so can i just write rubbish here?
feel free to close ur browser if you do not wish to stay

last week was one hell of a lazy week for all four of us. meaning, us the geng sedut. probably coz we are still in jalan2 mood and tht will explain all the penangguhan kerja throughout last week. needless to say, we manage to extract all the 115 samples and insyaAllah, by next week, 70+ sample will be freeze dried.

[edited ;p]

and then, Dr also told us to pratice making the copolimerized gel but it appears tht Dr also berjangkit rasa tak semangat from us coz we very malas to list down all the required buffer and solution etc. heh. hopefully monday we'll be rajen. no, we HAVE to be rajen. i wanna finish fast n start making loads of money.

yeah one good news for a tekak buaya like me. the cafe in kps has change people. eh, tender. or whatever u called it. so i think the menus have changed as well and more yummeyh! now i can feast on yee mee soup like almost everyday n i must say i NEED to eat yee mee soup otherwise will terkenang and kenot sleep at nite. heh, hyperbola only. so yeah, no more ayam bijan and cendawan goreng. long live yee mee soup!

oh did i tell u the price was damn cheap? a bowl of yee mee soup will cost rm3 only. next time will take pic of it and u'll witness urself the yumminess. or better, try it urself. siri iklan tak berbayar satu. the owner should belanja me makan lunch for 1 whole week for writing this here.

then lst thursday i was fasting but the thought of yee mee nearly tempted me into breaking my fast as early as 12.30 pm. some more, few people been hasuting me to bukak puasa with big apple and free lunch. luckily my iman senipis kulit bawang ini can resist the temptation tho u could tell from my ketat face n moody perangai tht i nearly give in to free lunch with them. heh.

promised them to puasa nxt monday. should we continue with the plan guys? we have tonnes of work to be done on monday. should we postpone puasa till tuesday? (sebenarnya nk makan kt kps on monday. saja buat alasan only)

ok then yesterday, there is a small pc fair held at DTC. (will be until tomorrow). so we dont wnt to miss the crowd. so while the guys perform the jumaat prayer, me and nora spend our time tengok2 the barang. nothing really caught my eyes. (penipu, one sleek-looking notebook struck my attention like lighting during hari hujan. ceh tak perlu nak bersastera la kn. seyes xde bakat).
p/s: seyes=serious yeh nora. so yeah, why la perlu dikau hadir jika hanya untuk membuat ku tak keruan. oh, i hate it when i'm broke. then end up buying one new number. and we both agree tht tht's the only thing worth buying. nampak sgt x mampu membeli laptop lalu menyedapkan hati dengan membeli satu simpack baru.

oh its the hotlink youth club simpack where u got to call as low as 12sen/min and 1sen/sms to all maxis and hotlink number regardless of activ10 or not. best kn? but wait, hear this. and u only need to topup rm10/yr for validity period of 4 yrs. hah! what abt tht. best kn. so now i dont have to topup byk2 just to keep my airtime but if dh xde kedit still kenot make call or send sms la. sile jgn banyak songeh pulak. eh bile bace2, mcm xde la istimewa sgt pon youth club ni. but for me, bgus la coz nowadays i dont use much kedit. sometimes, rm 10 can last me for 2 weeks. thts where this simpack comes in handy. for me la. for org len mana la aku tahu kn.

at first wanna ask ada to buy skali but when we called her, no one picks up. and fifo plak said tht he'll need to buy new phone if he buys the simpack. macam pelik ke x? skrg pon dh ada 2 phone now must add another one. ok better tak payah beli. oh sometimes i wonder how people keep 2 phones ek? whats the relevance? bukankah mempunyai dua nombor@dua telepon bermaksud perlu menopup (bukan menopous) sebanyak 2 kali. dan ini bermakna perlu berbelanja 2x ganda? oh probably byk duit kot. tak pun senang tak terkantoi if pasang 2 3 atau lebey. opss. eh, ape yang aku kesahkn. sukati mereka la. ok abaikan.

oh notice or not tht i appear to be very berjimat nowadays? makan nk murah2 je. topup xmau banyak2 sebulan. beli pon have to think more than twice. kesedihan kan? told ya i'm broke to the core.

btw, yesterday i told emak tht i wnt new laptop. she asked how much will i need and i told la tht nowadays can get one decent laptop at rm1500 only. surprisingly she said ok la. if i wnt she'll buy one. (since i always complaint tht my current laptop selalu mati2 coz the kipas not functioning well and sometimes have to borrow oboy's). instead of feeling happy, i felt guilty only. why la she agrees to buy after i told her tht. ok i may need laptop to do material searching, literature review, report write up, thesis and whatnot. but so far i think my current laptop can still handle these. it just tht now kenot read cd hence i kenot watch anime and taiwanese drama borrowed from nora and also kenot play farmtown coz laptop will mati after 3 min when i'm on tht game. serious feel like dying only when tht happen. other than tht, i think my laptop can tahan a few more years even tho i didnt jaga it very well and now the keyboard very berkerak one, my laptop still in good condition i must say. besides, i got many memories with this laptop. hasil titik peluh belajar hingga ke menara gading ni. i sayang u to pieces la laptop!!

but pls someone advice me, if emak really willing to buy me a new one, should i accept or not? PC fair is coming real soon and i should be getting a good bargain at tht time. but the thought of having to part from my current laptop is really...indiscribable. rase part of me is missing. cheh. drama lebey but its true. i love this laptop so much. u know la kn, i'm such a faithful person and i simply kenot cleave my devotion to various parts. very the sentimentalistic. (got such word ke ah?) so if i syg satu, satu tu je la i syg. eh eh, macam pelik pulak bunyi. but i think, i'm staying with this one la kot. byk jasa. plus, once i told myself tht if i wanna buy a new one, i shall wait till i'm working. so this laptop syg will stay with me throughout my study life. arghh..dunno la. lgpon, i think my real niat to have a new laptop simply because i wanna play games and tgk cd. macam keji je bunyi kan. so dunno la. and lagi pun, i've been aiming to buy something else. and new laptop really not in my list now. sigh. temptation....and influence from some one yang begitu mengasyikkan. sorry babe, suroh la kisah cinta kedua beli. my turn will come next kut (penyabar gile bunyi).

oh. puasa month coming soon jugak kn. we already planned to bukak puasa together2 nnt. (wah, bab mkn sume laju je). cant wait but mesti penat macam sampah like mula2 start benchwork dulu.

eh cop. have u ever encounter a situation thts normally happen in a drama in real life? well, sadly it didnt happen to me. but to one of my close fren. it really fascinates me. sgt comelness =). i wish u would say yes but of course ur conscience if far better than me yang jahat ini. heh. apa2 pon, i'm extremely against kecurangan and underage byatch like u too. no worries ok! ;p

okla. enough merapu. apa2 yang tidak difahami sila jangan bertanya coz i purposely made it untuk tidak difahami. till then. have a great weekend!

taa!

lakaran wajahku dan kamu

2009-07-20T22:27:00.010+08:00

warna warni melaka
p/s: not in chronological order

at kak shu's wedding

perasan dendang perantau

enjoying our coconut jelly

a famosa's wall

eh bukan a famosa
dunno where but near the river
lekap!

eh?

ye yehhh!
(nora salah theme)

cendol vs abc

panas berlengas!

H1N1

ikan buntal!

blerghh!

wuteverrr

at dutch graveyard
talkin pls

scandal mak limah

setappppp!!

keropok keras n otak2 segera

the end

kisah tentang meninggalkan dan ditinggalkan

2009-07-20T21:48:00.003+08:00

time flies so fast. maybe because it boarded the air force one. or could it be one of the HCT from angels and demon tht goes mac15?
i wouldnt know. but its been 5 months already.

life been treating me well. or pretty well i should say. apart from being a lil bit busy, i also tend and hope to keep myself busy. last week was one busy week for me. busy jalan2 mencari pasal bersama rakan2.

lst saturday went to melaka. attended kak shu's wedding near umbai. too bad we didnt stay to feast ourselves with ikan bakar terapung. but we had fun taking pic and brushing our knowledge on melaka's history.

oh yes, went to melaka with nora ada fifo and our burmese fren, phyu. thts why we went to all the historical place tho i'm not that keen. would u fancy a walk up the a famosa hill under the scorching sun at 3pm? i would rather eat my cendol at nearby stall. oh talking abt cendol, we went to the red building stadhuys or how ever they spell it and there's a cendol stall but i bought abc instead. weird huh? been wanting melaka cendol for so long but opted for abc at last.

damn tired but the experience rather exciting. but i hate travelling by car at highways nowadays. dunno why. probably coz i have more time reminiscing abt a lot of disturbing stuff. spoil my mood only. luckily went with frens so we had a great time mengumpating and karok-ing all the way.

today i came to lab as usual only to know that Dr already told us lst friday to come in the afternoon for gel making. lucky ada willing to accompany me having breakfast at rumah u but the food was tak sedap but i finished all. heh.

ok la. i've lost my semangat already. according to ada, Dr is our semangat now. sheesh. tht would really defecting our purpose of having semangat. but nevermind la. wouldnt care anymore.

then later thot of having our lunch in 6th coz huny wanted to join. sadly the cooks are on leave and they didnt do goreng2 during lunch hour. so sad since kenot drink air tembikai. so fifo very the baik ati brought us to ali cafe dunno where and we all had air sedap but the food was not so sedap after all. tho one of the waiter looks like rangga. hah.

later went straight home and i really need a good sleep but 2 cd from nora tempted me into watching. so i spent the evening playing farmtown and watching drama. now feels so tired and sleepy. should i go sleep now?

terkenang..

2009-07-17T00:12:00.006+08:00

sheesshh.
just woke up from sleep and feel like writing something here.

i was soo freaking tired today. and no, its not because of labworks. we've finished preparing the sample for drying at around 11 am if i'm not mistaken and we simply cabut from lab despite that Dr was there discussing abt assay methods with the other group. not only i felt bad coz didnt stay and pretend to be the budak baik and skema and learn coz all i know at that time was the wedges are calling my name. so yes, i persuaded fifi to leave. fifi, adakah aku perlu rasa bersalah?

after fetching ada, we went to 12th to have our ayam bijan and cendawan goreng but sadly the kedai was closed today. another reason that made me terkenang and could not continue my sleeping now. heh, drama queen gile disebabkn cendawan goreng and ayam bijan.

after lunch, we went to sg wang again. this time around we are shoe hunting. went into nearly all kedai and the bajus were damn cheap and i dont know why they are all so comel. damn u bajus. tempting me into buying and now i regret not buying any. ok tipu sebab beli satu and rasa menyesal sbb beli satu je. but of course i cant buy many many coz i'm looking for kasut cantik lawa sexy sedap pakai dan dan jumpe banyak tapi some were too tinggi and some were too diva and and ahhhh..banyak laa.

then since couldnt find one at sg wang, jalan pulak to times sq. damn penat i tell u and damn i want to buy all the bajuss. and the wedges tht i've been aiming tiada dalam pasaran times sq and sg wang. so now must go back to midV and hopefully they still have it in store. pls la ade, if not, i'll terbalikkan midV tu. wahh, kuatnye aku. mkn ubat kuat ke? kang jd kama hebat pulak. opss. hihih.jk.

so yes, i couldnt sleep bcoz terkenang wedges cantik sedap dipakai dan cendawan goreng. dan dan dan.. opss. acah je labu. pls la datang esok if not till next week la akan terkenang. opss i did it again. ok ok. abaikan.

seriously this week been a very tiring one coz spending too much time berjalan2. and time flies so fast and i almost forgot that today is friday already. and tomorrow, i want cendol jonker st pls. pity geng sedut coz having me the tekak buaya as a fren. now must go find cendol in melaka. eh, the new kfc chikaroni sedap gile full of cheese. so to all cheesy lover, go have one. sedap. sgt berbaloi. and dont forget to kenyit2 mata with the adik kt kaunter coz probably he'll add extra extra cheese. oppss.

okla. wanna sleep again. my kaki hurt and lenguh2. okla okla.

taa!

p/s: for piccas, pls refer to Ada or Fifi's blog. pic taken using fifi's new W890i. hiks.

ahh! persetankan nya.

2009-07-15T10:09:00.003+08:00

screw everything. why should i waste my life being depressed while at the same time i'm actually free to do everything i want, be anything i like. so yes, i should live my life to the fullest (despite that currently living my life to the fullest meaning i have to work my ass off doing dreadful labworks during weekdays and no rest even during weekends). so much of living my life, huh?

anyway, if thts what making me feel better than i wont complaint.

academically, i should talk about our project. so far, we nearly complete phase 1 of extraction. only 15 more samples to go and that should take approximately 2 weeks to finish. oh yes, today i didnt come to lab since i'm having stomach ache till i cant even stand properly. felt like the muscles in my stomach are shrinking. ok tht doesnt mean tht my body is shrinking too. i wouldnt mind having this stomach ache everyday if the muscle is shrinking means tht my body will shrink too. too bad they didnt come as a package.

4 samples have been successfully freeze-dried. Dr Z already supplied us with SDS-page equipments and tht reminds me tht we need to practice on making gels and testing the inhibitors' activity. we also received a mini fridge to store the buffer and solutions and whatnot but Dr wouldnt mind us keeping yogurt or soft drink inside as for now since the mini fridge is still all new and cute and clean. fifi even tempted to put his head inside and i wouldnt mind chopping ur head off if u really wish to put ur head in there fifo. heh. kidding!

ouh, speaking abt fifo. tht reminds me tht fifo said tht our blog entry will be plain boring if we didnt include some pictures. but i dont have suitable pic to include here. but fret not, its not like i'm doing some literature review so i can simply put any pictures tht i like rite? who cares anyway?

ouh daym. i've got a lot of stories to tell. see if i have the time. been busy lately like i'm the prime minister pulak.

yesterday and the day before, i accompanied fifi to putrajaya. wanted to settle some stuff with jpa and alhamdulillah, we never thought it would be tht easy and everything went well. not what we've expected but still, i'm grateful.
the 1st day to putrajaya, we went back home afterward but yesterday was a bit different. after lab, we went straight to IPIS and dont ask me where tht place is coz all i know is tht college located somewhere near denso and tell you what, it was one of the exciting journey coz we were lost on our way. and Ada couldnt shut her mouth and kept saying sorry all the way. macam la salah dia. aku pon xtahu jalan. but fifo the driver was so cool and finally, we reach there safely and me n fifo menjadi saksi kisah chenta pertama while eating cendawan goreng and ayam bijan.

ouh i forgot to tell, i tapau-ed cendawan goreng and ayam bijan to putrajaya yesterday coz i was full after a cup of nescafe ice and 3 pieces of karipap handmade by nora. and tht was all i have the whole day and probably thts y my stomach was making a fuss today.

so anyway, after kisah cinta pertama. we went to putrajaya to submit the form etc etc and rush back to kl. to bukit bintang or to low yat plaza to be exact. Ada needs to buy a wireless adaptor and they also planned to buy new handphones. they means all three of them, ada fifo n nora. all the okb in geng sedut@lilit. me? gigit jari shj.

oh lupe lagi. nora not following us to putrajaya coz she's with kisah cinta kedua yang br pulang dr egypt. they need to settle some stuff with mara so we met them in front of sogo coz there was a prob with kisah cinta kedua's car. then we went straight to low yat.

after surveying few shops, we move to sg wang meeting huny and vino. labmates juga. since i'm not buying handphones, i left them four and joined huny and vino surveying shoes and clothes but sedihnya coz didnt have much time and have to rush back home. pls esok pergi lagi if not, i cant sleep at nite. or even if i manage to sleep, i'll be dreaming of shoes. i want wedges. pronto.

hm. actually there's a lot more to tell but i need a dose of love drama to boost my mood. have a great day everyone and to my beloved geng sedut, sorry for not coming today. i'll miss u guys as much as i'm missing seman. bluewek. nora will poison me with her karipap next time if i kept talking abt seman. so till then love.

taa!

why do i have to face this kind of sh*t?

2009-07-15T09:56:00.002+08:00

sigh. this entry shouldn't be one of my depressed-heart-content-full- of sh*t kinda story
since i was so happy lately. i felt rejuvenated.
surrounded with supporting friends and received quite a handful of good news
but still, things would turn sour in the blink of an eye

ok. i should stop bickering. things will turn better.
time will heal everything
thts what i told myself

i'm not good at handling problems. normally, what i do is, ask for opinion. and often i jump into things and later regret it.
and sometimes, i tend to run away. hoping to leave all the ugly things behind. and yet, they insist on following.
screw u!

why cant u just dissappear?

kisah kau dan aku

2009-07-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

kisah aku dan dirimu
berakhir sebelum bermula
sekotak universal botol berharga rm365 menjadi saksi
kisah kita yang sampai kepenghujungnya

thankies for the effort

1 lawan 6 aku terpaksa memilih antara dua
kau atau mereka
kisah kita belum sempat bermula tapi aku dan mereka telah lama bersama
jangan buat ku tak keruan kerana kita hanyalah teman tapi tak berapa nak mesra
dan sila la jangan cuba nak bermesra kerana aku sudah di-blackmail mereka

thx for helping eventhough tahap keikhlasan adalah diragui
kau comel! tapi lalang
aku suka cendawan. bukan rumput. harap maklum.
last but not least..thnk fr th mmrs.
eh..u r not leaving..neither do us. so, thnk fr th tk keruan.

sadakallahul 'azim

another addiction..

2009-06-30T19:39:00.004+08:00

falling deeper n deeper in love for these two songs..
enjoy~

LADY GAGA - LOVE GAME

ZEE AVI - BITTER HEART

=)

EDITED!
vclip lady gaga tu cm tut la sket plak. xpasan. heh. so watch at ur own risk ye. klo takut. download je lagu die. xyah tgk vclip ;p

killing me softly with ur 'kerekness'..

2009-06-30T18:52:00.003+08:00

wah. lame nye x update blog. kesian. macam rumah tinggal dh.
maaf la. busy sket lately ni.
maklumla sejak aku mula menceburkan diri ini dalam arena perladangan, hidup ni macam dah x cukup 24jam sehari. mcm kena tambah jd 30jam plak rase nye.
hari2 klo online pon semata2 untuk berladang. ditambah plak dengan laptop yang dh uzur ni. lagi la payah nk online saje2. perlu simpan energy untuk turun ke ladang.
lain la kalo ade yang sanggup beli kan laptop baru sejibik kt aku. kecik tapak tangan, kolam renang saiz olimpik aku tadahkan.
eh, kang rosak plak laptop if termasuk dalam air berklorin swimming pool.

ouh sile la jangan terkejut. aku bukan la berladang secara lahiriah atau dalam bahasa pasarnya, secara physical. aku berladang kat fb tu ha.
ada satu application yg sangat best name Farm Town
tah la, sejak azali aku mmg suke gile ngan game yang berunsur kan perladangan dan penternakan.
ok sile jgn salah faham. lahiriah nya aku tidak lah suka untuk berladang atau berternak. berternak lemak lain la pulak cerita nya.
kesukaan aku adalah memiliki duit yang byk. bagaimana cara mendapat duit yang banyak secara senang dan cepat, tidak lah aku ketahui.
tetapi jika bertanya pada seorang kawan aku, babun (bukan nama sebenar), jadilah ayam untuk mendapat duit scr mudah dan cepat.

ok berbalik kepada cerita game, mula2 aku adalah sangat suka bermain game Harvest Moon kt ps. seronok gile! gile pon tak seronok macam tu. masa tu aku still kt intec. so bile balik ke rumah aku akan main smpai 3-4am. nk dijadikan cerita, aku dh main smpai level yang mantap gile la. dlm tu kire dh smpai year 2 (year 3 abes), skali cousin aku terdelete aku nye tu mse die sibuk2 godek nk save game smackdown. pastu aku pon bengang gile trs aku stop main.

last week mse dalam lab, ternampak la sorg mmbe lab dok men game farm town, trus aku teringat kt harvest moon. ape lg, blk tu aku pon add application n start main. addictive! itu je yg aku leh cakap. best nk mati. (ok, aku xmo la mati ketika sibuk men game. nauzubillah)

okla. dah la cite pasal game. kalo korg nk tau. g la try. pastu jgn lupa invite aku jd neighbour korg k. then send la gift byk2 kt aku. n jgn lupa juga hire aku nnt.

ok cukup psl hal game.

aku tak sehat hari ni. selsema. tapi bukan selsema bab* ye. tsk. tetibe riso plak. jap lg nk check la lain2 simptom demam tu. takut plak tetibe. tadi g mkn kt 12th, nmpk ade org bukak booth nk check H1N1 tu. siap bg mask free. tapi aku takut. lagi pun tgh sebok cuci mata kot. x sedar kiri kanan dh. btw, sedap gile cendawan goreng. mungkin lepas ni hari2 la aku mkn cendawan goreng. biase la tu, dulu ketagih air tembikai. skrg ketagih cendawan ngan ayam bijan. jgn mengidam biawak goreng sudah. euww.

oh mlm td aku mimpi bongek gile. tapi kelakar pon ade. bole x aku mimpi shah rukh khan ngorat aku? ape kejadah? ni sume sbb aku selalu sgt dikelilingi bangla2 dalam kehidupan seharian la ni. nek tren jmpe bangla. turun tren jmpe bangla. pegi kedai jmpe bangla. so bile la pulak mase aku nk jumpa lelaki melayu sejati yang kacak2 ni? sigh.

masalahnye dgn llki melayu ni, kalau kacak, kerek la pulak. opss.

lab work pulak. hm, so far so good. tapi rase nye skrg progress slow sikit la kot memandangkan shaker masih tak sampai dan shaker lame sudah biol. xpe la. less work but drawback nye, lambat la siap. klo nk tahu lebih lanjut cite psl labwork, refer blog ada. aku mls nk cite panjang2. wat abes air liur je. ada xpe, die rajen. sbb tu ladang die yang paling maju. eh, xde kene mengena dgn isu labwork.

okla. dh lewat. xlarat jugak ni. mulut sangat kering. hidung beringus (tapi bukan ingus ijo) dan pale pon pening.

till then. have a great day. stay out of trouble ( a reminder to myself too)
taa!

cerita basi tiada penghujungnya

2009-06-26T18:19:00.002+08:00

oh aku adalah sangat malas untuk meng-update blog sebenarnya
tetapi memandangkan fifo telah mengecam aku supaya meng-komen blognya, maka terpaksa lah aku meng-update sekali blog aku yang hampir bersawang ini

aku adalah sangat kagum melihat ketekunan fifo mengupdate
dia mengupdate secara bersungguh2 dan ini telah menimbulkan rasa terkesima dalam diri aku
aku pon mesti update nih
(walaupon tiada cerita menarik untuk aku sampaikan disini)
heh.

anyway, nnt aku akan cerita perihal labwork
sekarang adalah malas mahu meng-upload gambar

oh, lagi satu tujuan aku meng-update adalah kerana aku sedang gilakan game farmtown di facebook
sesiapa yang bermain permainan itu sila memberi aku pokok2 yang byk
menatang2 ternakan nanti2 bila ladang dh maju baru lah kasi
(boleh ke nk demand mcm tu? korang sayang aku kn? sile beri. ini arahan.)
*bajet mcm kn aku ni avril lavigne plak*

eh, apsl msti avril?
tah aku pon xtahu la

oh ya. kepada nora dan ada
mengapa ladang korang sangat maju?
bukankah aku yang mula2 bermain permainan itu dan telah memperkenalkan nya kepada korang?
tapi korang punya ladang seperti telah bermain dari bulan lepas
oh korang mahu melawan tokey ya
sekarang dah maju dah byk pokok nk lupa daratan ye
sampai hati mu rakan2
bagaimanakah kamu mendapat uang yang byk untuk membeli seeds?

ajar lah sayaaaaaa
saya nk tanam pokokkkkkk
saya nk duit banyakkkkkkk

heh. mengada2 betul.

aku merasakan sekarang adalah sangat bz
mana nk main farmtown
nk tgk cd yg pinjam dr nora
nk tgk spongebob
nk bace journal (eh eh. ni ada dalam list kah?)

okla. nk siram pokok dan cari duit untuk beli seeds.
have a good day ppl!
love ya heaps

taa!

at last..

2009-06-21T15:56:00.003+08:00

pheww..akhirnya. i can go online. (chehs, bunyik macam kan ape je). hihi. internet was down since friday for wutever reason. aku tidaklah kuasa ingin mengkaji. mungkin sbb oboy tak bayar la kot. tapi mustahil la pulak. dia mesti bayar, cuma selalu lambat. ataupon biasa la..maxis la problemo kot. anyway, sekarang dh boleh online, aku malaslah mahu banyak bunyik.

last week was exhausting one. lab work took much of my time and energy. work from 9-6 most of the days. sampai je kat lab pukul 9 terus start wat keje. tak payah ada punch card, me n my group members dah macam pekerja buruh terlatih. well, we were quite blur on the 1st day. but things went smoothly afterwards sebab dah plan apa yang patut buat n work+time management pon dah bagus.

and surprisingly, i never thought tht i can stay in the lab for long hours and be happy about it. those who knew me will surely understand what will happen during hari2 yang ada lab 3jam dulu. i can get moody lepas blk rumah sebab sangat penat. sekarang pon penat. mana tak nya, almost 9hours buat kerja so bila sampai rumah badan adalah seperti sawi busuk. layu tak bermaya tapi tetap menten wangi ok.

sekarang tidak lagi. i'm sooo looking forward for the next day. ok ini adalah menggatal tapi tak pe la. asalkan bersemangat. aku semakin rela untuk terus menggatal. hahaha. tak payah paham kn. sila abaikan.

i think, all these things happen after watching 17 again.

my lab mates n i went to watch tht movie last monday kalau tak silap since that day kitorang tak ada kerja sangat sebabnya itu adalah 1st day of lab. after membaham mekdi terus je tgk movie. my verdict, 9/10 and i didnt know that zac efron could be such a hotness..*drooling*. when he acted in high school musical, aku adalah tidak teringin langsung nk tgk cte tu. in fact, sampai skrg pon tak tengok. ape yang best sangat cte org menari sambil menyanyi? nmpak macam dipenuhi lelaki2 lembut je. sangat tidak mengujakan. but in this movie especially during tht part yang dia dh jadi muda dan telah bertukar imej sambil memandu kereta yang super cool...oh sila pass kan tissue sebab air liur telah meleleh. ok exaggerating disitu but thts my definition of hotness. heh.

sila jangan menjadi bimbo menonton movie smpai meleleh air liur dengan melihat jejaka kacak tapi tidak mengambil pengajaran dari movie tersebut. so, aku pon penat jadi bimbo maka aku pon mengambil pengajaran. pengajaran yang aku dapat adalah, jangan penyesali jalan/keputusan yang diambil. just make the best out of it coz u never knew what's waiting for u at the end of it. macam kena dengan situasi aku yang kerap mengomel dan merungut.

its like i've been enlightened. yela, xkesah la macam mana tahik sekali pon hidup anda. siapa tahu jika anda berusaha sedaya upaya, ketahikan itu akan hilang. sebab hidup kan macam roda, hari ini mungkin tahi, esok mungkin tidak tahi dah. (apasal banyak sangat word tahi ni. euww). but anyway, u got wut i mean?

dan selepas menonton cerita itu. aku rasa hidup aku makin ceria. betul2 macam aku menjadi sweet 17 semula. hah. macam tidak mahu cerita tapi wth. cerita je la. korang bukan tahu betul ke tak cerita ini. tah2 aku tipu korang hidup2. hahaha.

so nak dijadikan cerita dongeng. aku rase macam budak umur 17 tahun semula. banyak la peristiwa yang berlaku sepanjang minggu lepas yang menyebabkan aku suka pergi lab. pastu aku rase macam tak payah balik rumah, tidur dekat lab pon aku rela. ok ni lagi super exaggerating la kan. so tak payah la aku cerita detail, korang bukan paham pon aku merapu ape. tapi itu la. macam dapat pencahayaan agung.

apa2 pon. i'm happy. ^______^

tahu tak apa yang aku selalu doakan? supaya Allah beri aku kegembiraan. dan aku rasa macam doa aku tu telah dimakbulkan. tak kesah la if mende ni tak permanent pon. tapi aku gembira sebab dah lama aku tak looking forward to something yang mana aku betul2 rasa sangat looking forward to. ok, ayat aku tunggang-langgang. paham sendiri dah la ye. dan yang paling penting, apa yang perlu aku lupa, aku lupa. walaupon bukan 100% lupa tapi ingat pon dah tak ada kesan ape2.

nora cakap, the opposite of love was not hate. it was apathy. and i guess its true.

so. life's good. ^_______^

kalau project berjalan lancar. result mantap seperti diharapkan. life will be double good.

oh korang tahu kan yang kfc dah keluarkan perisa baru? sapa dah try? aku dah try. biasa lah aku. tengok je iklan tu, terus aku jadi jakun cam orang bukit. tergedik2 nak makan kfc fiery crunch. malam tadi tah ape cerita dora ajak makan. pegi 3 orang je ngn mak. kesannya, pagi ni aku sakit perut gile. mmg fiery btul la. terbakar perut aku. dari pagi smpai tengahari macam beruk kena cili je aku rasa. tak sedap, tak payah la makan. silap2 kena cirit birit macam aku. so sila la jangan mencontohi jakun seperti aku. lagi sedap makan ayam mekdi. tapi ayam mekdi mahal. pastu tak de coleslaw dan whipped potato plak tu. kan bagus kalo ade pakwe tokey mekdi. hari2 aku belasah mekdi. cukup bulan aku signup masuk who's the biggest loser.

i wanna be someone new. i wanna be happy. and i wanna give the best in everything i do. dan yang penting, aku suka spongebob dan kawan2nya.

okla. you ppl have a great day ok.
semoga anda pon ceria2 selalu~

taa!

kegembiraan berganda

2009-06-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

adalah dengan ini aku ingin memaklumkan yang payed telah kembali ke pangkuan kami. so i'm officially sangat hepi tak tergambar oleh perkataan sampai menitiskn air mata. bodo je. nasib baik berjaya meng-cover dengan jaya nya walaupon aku rase dora adalah ternampak peristiwa tersebut.

apa2 pon, adalah sangat berbaloi aku mbuat entry pasal kehilangan payed itu. dia betul2 seperti membaca luahan hati aku dan akhirnya selamat pulang kerumah.

mak kata mungkin payed tak balik kerumah beberapa hari kerana pergi berubat. oh, payed bukan terkena buatan orang ye. kemungkinan besar dia tercedera didalam pertarungan sesame jenis bagi merebut kawasan jajahan atau mungkin juga akibat dari pergaduhan antara species jadi dia tidak mahu kami risau melihatkan keadaan nya yang mungkin parah. lalu dia bertekad untuk merawat dahulu luka2 dibadan dengan memakan daun2 kayu (wth) dan apabila telah pulih baru lah dia memunculkn diri. ini hanya lah teori kami anak-beranak idea asal dari emak.

apa2 pon semalam bila aku ternampak je dia dok berehat2 itu aku pon menjerit kegembiraan smbil terus dia berjalan secara gedik ke arah aku. dan biasalah, walaupon berdaki, kau tetap menjadi pujaan ku payed. so sekarang aku adalah lega. tak perlu lah aku mengambil anak kucing megat yang kurus seperti tidak cukup makan itu. kasihan.

aku rasa selama dia mnghilangkan diri ini mesti dia terdengar jeritan aku setiap kali aku keluar dr rumah. dan aku rasa pasti payed dok gelak kan aku secara diam2 kerana dh hilang barulah aku sibuk dan mencari padahal wktu dok depan mata aku aseklah mengutuk dan mengeji nya. ya sekarang aku telah mendapat pengajaran. tapi aku tak tahu apa peribahasa yang sesuai bagi menggambarkan situasi ini.

ok. lupakan kisah itu. masuk pulak pasal labwork.

labwork adalah sangat memenatkan. 22 sample telah sampai semalam jadi 1st stage of extraction dah berjalan dan hari ini lebih kurang 17 sample sampai lagi. jadi esok separation akan bermula maka hal2 yang lagi memenatkan akan bermulalah jua. total sample adalah 100 atau lebih. jadi aku rasa aku memerlukan vitamin untuk kekal aktif dan ceria.

seperti pucuk dicita ulam mendatang (wah hebat!), aku telah menjumpai vitamin yang sesuai tetapi dose nya agak terlebih sehingga kan kesan nya tidak mampu untuk diselindungkan lagi. tolong lah geng sedut sepak aku jika perkara seperti td berulang lg agar aku kembali insaf ke pangkal jalan.

td kak shu telah datang ke lab membuat lawatan rasmi dan kami telah dibelanja lunch di air tembikai. seronok dapat kesana kerana..hanya ada yang mengerti. shushhh ye ada. heh. mode gedik semakin berleluasa.

okla, aku sangat penat sejak masuk lab ini. pukul 10 dah mengantuk dan sekarang ini aku terasa seperti ingin menidurkan diri. agaknya begini lah rutin apabila sudah mula bekerja kan. pasti terasa penat seperti sampah.

apa2 terima kasih pada yang doakan keselamatan payed. dan aku harap anda semua menjalani hari yang ceria dan bermakna.

taa!

kembalilah..

2009-06-13T14:55:00.006+08:00

aku adalah sedang bersedih sekarang. sudah hampir 4hari 3malam payed dilaporkan hilang. kali terakhir dia dilihat sedang pura2 tidur dengan nyenyak dan tidak mampu membuka kelopak mata walaupon dipanggil bkali2 oleh dora pada hari senin/selase yang lepas sebelum kami keluar untuk membeli makanan nya. sekarang makanan payed itu masih terdampar sepi tanpa pemakan. sedihnya.

sejak dari kelmarin, aku adalah seperti orang tidak senonoh yang akan menjerit2 memanggil nama payed sepanjang pjalanan untuk sampai kerumah. nasib baiklah jiran tetangga jauh. jika tidak pasti aku sudah dilabel sebagai pempuan meroyan.

walaupon bersedih, aku telah bersikap keji dan sekarang aku berasa sedikit bersalah kerana tadi aku telah menghubungi megat untuk bertanyakan tentang kucing extra dan dia juga pernah berjanji ingin memberi aku seekor anak kucing.

payed, if u r reading this, pls understand tht i didnt mean to replace you. it jst tht i need some-kucing to eat the whiskas tht emak has bought. coz the longer tht whiskas stays there, my heart hurts even more. if u r lost, ask anyone for GPS and tell them our hse address ok. if u r still alive (i really hope u r safe n sound out there), pls come bck and i promise not to jerit2 at u again unless ko pura2 tidur and mgedik terlampau. eventhough u r busuk and berdaki i promise not to kutuk2 and keji2 u anymore. if u r no longer in this world, my prayer will always be with u. tapi apa2 pon payed, i miss u. balik la..jangan la mati :'(

damn. sedihnye!

sigh. can someone pass me the tissue..

edited:
if payed x balik sbb ade org curik. siapla, aku santau org tu! mntang2 payed bmata biru.
so if anyone saw my payed, tunjukkn la die jln yg benar ke rumah aku. thx in advance.

labwork day 1

2009-06-10T18:57:00.003+08:00

haih. bagaimanalah aku harus berhenti dari berblogging? tell me. tell meee..hari2 kalau aku bjumpa mereka2 yang tidak berapa center pale ni mesti ada je mende yang boleh buat aku gelak tau. jadinya mende2 menggelakkn orang perlu lah dikongsi bersama. tak gitu. hiks. ampon korg.

selasa semalam adalah 1st day of labwork. biasalah. 1st day semua orang pon bersemangat kan. termasuk lah aku. p xde la sampai tidur 2jam je. dan, tidak lah pulak sampai merata2 pergi nak pakai labcoat. kan dh pernah mengata orang2 di air tembikai yang pakai labcoat bwk statescope bagai. but what to do..pemakaian labcoat ini mungkin suatu fesyen yang berjangkit barangkali. anda tak percaya? bukak mata luas2.

dua orang bakal prof sdg btungkuslumus menuju lab biochem untuk process vacuum vaporisation.
sampai tak perasan sedang memperagakan fesyen labcoat.

bila aku ks tahu nk bubuh dlm blog. pantas mereka membuka labcoat.
lihat nora sdg pura2 berminat thadap sample tetapi sbnrnya itu adalah cubaan meng-cover aksi fesyen show.
fifo masih mahu menggayakan fesyen terkininya.

ok. dimanakah keadilan jika muka tuan punya blog tidak dipamerkan kn?
yeaaa..menten berlengas tak kira masa.

tetapi sedihlah. lepas ini aku bakal ditinggalkan lagi. oh silap. kami. kami bakal ditinggalkan lagi. tapi tidak mengapalah. life must goes on..btul ke kawan2?

apa yang penting?...kerjasamaaaa...

to those that matters..

2009-06-10T18:38:00.002+08:00

first of all, tengkiuss to those yg komen last entry. i know i was a bit emotional and..somewhat lost perhaps jadi mungkin sebab itulah aku merasa seperti ingin berhenti berblogging semua. tetapi adalah tidak ku sangka. rupa2 nya ramai jugak kawan2 yang membaca blog merapu ini. lalu sedikit sebanyak aku pon seperti tidak sampai hati ingin menghampakan kawan2. (tidak lupa jugak, aku mana lah sanggup nk berenti blogging terus. sayang kot kat blog ni walaupon mende merapu je aku tulis). so mekasih la ye. aku akan terus berblogging hingga suatu waktu yang aku rase, ok aku dh mls, maka aku akan berhenti. tapi tak tahu la pulak kalau berhenti blogging pon ada yang macam hangat2 ciken sh*t kn. kut la tetiba aku membuat satu blog lagi ke. atau apa2 la.

tapi sebab musabab aku merasakan ingin berhenti berblogging ini, hm. mungkin juga hanya geng sedut je kot yang tahu. p korang tak payah lah tahu. kang korang kata aku ini mengada2 lah. pulak. walaupon aku memang mengada2 pon orangnya. heh.

oh. tapi meh la aku kasi tahu salah satu sebab lain yang menyebabkan aku nak berhenti blogging. biasa lah, kate pon mengada2, banyak sangat alasan kunun2 nk berenti blogging padahal malas je yang lebey. so anyway, salah satu sebab aku rasa nk stop blogging adalah aku kecewa dengan skill penulisan aku. dah la tiada motif. jangan kan flow of the story, grammar, tatabahasa semuanya tidak menaikkan semangat pembaca. kalau lah blog ini sebuah surat khabar atau majalah, mesti tak ada orang ingin membelinya.

aku adalah teringat pesan cekgu masa skolah rendah dulu2. dia kata kalau buat karangan tu pakai la word2 yang bombastic sket, baru lah orang yang nk tanda paper tu mcm bersemangat nk baca dan tanda lalu memberi markah yang tidak kurang bombastic la jugak. tapi kt blog aku ni, jangan kan bombastic, slapstic, lipstick ke plastic ke..sume pon tiada. kadang2, aku pon malas dan tak paham apa yang aku type kt sini. tah ape jadah nye aku buat selama ni belajar bahasa pon aku tak tahu la. serious skill karangan aku dh sangat berkarat. no wonder la aku selalu merasa tertekan jika terpaksa menyiapkan assignment yang macam kena wt essay ke, literature review ke. sigh. tapi tak pe, janji aku tidak plagiat hasil kerja orang.

oklah. aku tidak mahu merapu dengan lebih lanjut disebabkan aku adalah penat. selamat membaca bahan bacaan tidak berfaedah dan merapu kepada yang terbaca blog ini.

taa!

to quit..or not to quit

2009-06-07T15:16:00.002+08:00

lately, i've been wondering. what's the point of me blogging here. writing rubbish and craps which sometimes i myself dont even understand. who am i to kid anyway? terasa adalah seperti bodoh dan tidak berbaloi.

but if i were to quit blogging, sigh. sayangnya. i've been wasting hours of my precious life in front of laptop just to write all these nonsense where some times, my work has been successfully plagiarised by irresponsible scumbags (wah. terasa seperti bagus je org dok copycat mende merapu yang aku tulis). but anyway, i dont really know what to do now.

patut atau tidak patut aku berhenti blogging?

aku rasa nk buat satu blog baru sebagai anonymous la. dan membiarkan blog ini sepi tanpa kabar kerna sesungguhnya adalah sukar untuk mengbuang tempat luahan perasaan ini. banyak sungguh sentimental values nya.

-aku yang keliru-