a race against the time

wonder wut it felt like knowing tht u were never been 'special' to anyone?

i was never a special one
for i noe i never been special in anyone's eye (or mybe i am in my parent's eyes)
i'm happy u've found ur way
coz i'm jst a selfish girl n i cud never "help" u when u "need" it
i cud never give u wut u "want" unless my terms was fulfilled first
hope tht little "angel" tht u've been looking for will grant u ur wish

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u may not know this
but..
u r like the sunshine to me
thx for brighten up my gloomy days

u lift me up when i was down..

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damn, its already sunday today n i havent done anything
repeat.. ANYTHING
for this weekend
been busy helping emak but everything was just superb in the end
i felt contented with everything

thx Allah for making my days a smooth sailing up till now

was planning to finish up atleast one report this weekend but it seems tht i havent even write a word since friday
bunc called lst nite asking me to go out today
sorry dear, i really cant make it
besides, buss got something to do today
we shall meet up one day n i know all of us got lotsa things (read:gossip) to catch up
heh.

oh yes!
i cant wait for april to come
i know my final exam is jst around the corner but a day out wudnt hurt, no?
ok, mybe its a 2-day out
but one doesnt really count as a day out since it will be one of those very educational things for me like the one in tanjung sepat n i'll spend most of the time on the bus
except tht this one will be educational but extremely stinky day *sigh*
but i guess i deserve a day or two to loosen up a bit, yes?
then i promise i'll focus on the exam
heh.

so s for today
i wanna finish this one report
(i hope i can finish it by today la ek)

so, gambarimas yo~

taa!