sigh. this entry shouldn't be one of my depressed-heart-content-full- of sh*t kinda story
since i was so happy lately. i felt rejuvenated.
surrounded with supporting friends and received quite a handful of good news
but still, things would turn sour in the blink of an eye
ok. i should stop bickering. things will turn better.
time will heal everything
thts what i told myself
i'm not good at handling problems. normally, what i do is, ask for opinion. and often i jump into things and later regret it.
and sometimes, i tend to run away. hoping to leave all the ugly things behind. and yet, they insist on following.
why cant u just dissappear?