serabut

haih.
too much happened so far in this year. should i consider this year as a suwey year? still have four months left before 2009's over. should i give it a chance?

feel like giving up.

i never wish for you to come to my life. what's more if ur presence just to provoke my thin serenity. i'll wave the white flag so you'll know u won this fight.

if u wish to see me crumble and fall. i already did long time ago. it just that i never show since whats left was pretty limited and thts what keep me going.

i tried not to regret what i've decided because of you. i've had enough. and i dont wish for more.

.sigh.

- i wish i can disappear to a far away land-